Andy Garcia
Ben Affleck
Bruce Wilis
Emi Fujita
George Clooney
Liz Phair
Matt Damon
Susan Wong
Whoever you are,
Have your Camparies.
Margaritas.
Beers.
Wines.
And enjoy it.
Happy new year!
Friday, December 31, 2004
a break trip.
Stressful.
Why?
At day one, I forgot to take my passport along with me!
I panicked for sure.
If you ever read the books of Mr Kiyosaki's, I belong to the group who always worry and have problem in trusting other people to do the business.
I just don't trust people. I want to do it correctly and in time.
And knowing that I left my passport at home drove me crazy. Anyway, thanks to Ve and Ian who helped me solving the problem, asking my sister to FedEx me my passport. [FedEx is much more cheaper than what it costs for me to get into a flight back home. I should not complain too much, should I?]
Ve then took me to somewhere I forgot the name to have lunch. Stupid right? How could I forget the name of the restaurant? Well, if I could not remember to take my passport along, how am I supposed to remember the name of the restaurant?
After that we moved to Ak.'sa.ra, a book store in Kemang to see that thing called homo[gen]. Well, they're wonderful. [The bookshop was so awesome! Can I be a part-timer there?]
Oh, I also had the chance to meet Candy bar. And his iPod mini. [Thanks God, I wasn't that patient. I love my old iPod more].
Another stressful thing is AirAsia. Delayed, delayed and delayed.
Now I must do something fun to cheer me up.
Gotta go. Xo.
Why?
At day one, I forgot to take my passport along with me!
I panicked for sure.
If you ever read the books of Mr Kiyosaki's, I belong to the group who always worry and have problem in trusting other people to do the business.
I just don't trust people. I want to do it correctly and in time.
And knowing that I left my passport at home drove me crazy. Anyway, thanks to Ve and Ian who helped me solving the problem, asking my sister to FedEx me my passport. [FedEx is much more cheaper than what it costs for me to get into a flight back home. I should not complain too much, should I?]
Ve then took me to somewhere I forgot the name to have lunch. Stupid right? How could I forget the name of the restaurant? Well, if I could not remember to take my passport along, how am I supposed to remember the name of the restaurant?
After that we moved to Ak.'sa.ra, a book store in Kemang to see that thing called homo[gen]. Well, they're wonderful. [The bookshop was so awesome! Can I be a part-timer there?]
Oh, I also had the chance to meet Candy bar. And his iPod mini. [Thanks God, I wasn't that patient. I love my old iPod more].
Another stressful thing is AirAsia. Delayed, delayed and delayed.
Now I must do something fun to cheer me up.
Gotta go. Xo.
Monday, December 27, 2004
n i g h t l i f e
So, it was my birthday.
What's fun to do?
Go to karaoke bar! So we booked one room.
Then Ms. Vera, Ms. Erny, Ms. Meggi, Mr. Jack, Ms. Dhelsy and I went to Karoaku
after a dinner at Pizza Hut. [Don't ask me where was Mr. Gusty]
Hmm did we order Pizza? I don't remember. But we were there for another stuff.
Then it was rain like hell. Some 15 minutes later we got the cabs.
Arrived at Karoaku, we were shock. No! But Vera and Erny [from surabaya] was [-you know, you shouldn't compare Jogja with any other city. Especially in night life things].
First hour in that room, we were shy. I was shy!
But with three glasses of Margarita, I was able to sing!
"Is this beer or just water? It's nothing!" my sister said.
Well, you sound drunk!
What's fun to do?
Go to karaoke bar! So we booked one room.
Then Ms. Vera, Ms. Erny, Ms. Meggi, Mr. Jack, Ms. Dhelsy and I went to Karoaku
after a dinner at Pizza Hut. [Don't ask me where was Mr. Gusty]
Hmm did we order Pizza? I don't remember. But we were there for another stuff.
Then it was rain like hell. Some 15 minutes later we got the cabs.
Arrived at Karoaku, we were shock. No! But Vera and Erny [from surabaya] was [-you know, you shouldn't compare Jogja with any other city. Especially in night life things].
First hour in that room, we were shy. I was shy!
But with three glasses of Margarita, I was able to sing!
"Is this beer or just water? It's nothing!" my sister said.
Well, you sound drunk!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
birthday boy
Ugh, I don't feel good today. Well, since yesterday.
Have fever. Dizzy. 39°C.
So, Christmas for me means lying on the bed.
But I had fun on Christmas eve.
Thanks to Mr Dony, Mr Victor, Mr Hendra, Ms Devi, Ms Celvi, and Mr Yanto who joined me doing a conference call on Christmas eve.
Oh, today - I am a Birthday boy whose plan to do lotta fun things. Watch Movie. Spoil my self with sweet cakes. Buy some CDs. Go with siblings and cousins to a karaoke bar. And more fun things to do.
And to make this possible, I changed my mind. I don't really like to meet doctor but the time is ticking. [I must prepare my self for the trip to Jakarta too!]
So I went to hospital!
Get 4 packs medicine. Rhinofed for Influenza. Romilar for Cough. Paracetamol for Fever. Spiramycin [Antibiotic]. Now you know what to buy when you know what's your problem.
I know I don't need Antibiotic for it's only fever. And since I do not like medicines, Rhinofed and Paracetamol are what I will consume.
Have fever. Dizzy. 39°C.
So, Christmas for me means lying on the bed.
But I had fun on Christmas eve.
Thanks to Mr Dony, Mr Victor, Mr Hendra, Ms Devi, Ms Celvi, and Mr Yanto who joined me doing a conference call on Christmas eve.
Oh, today - I am a Birthday boy whose plan to do lotta fun things. Watch Movie. Spoil my self with sweet cakes. Buy some CDs. Go with siblings and cousins to a karaoke bar. And more fun things to do.
And to make this possible, I changed my mind. I don't really like to meet doctor but the time is ticking. [I must prepare my self for the trip to Jakarta too!]
So I went to hospital!
Get 4 packs medicine. Rhinofed for Influenza. Romilar for Cough. Paracetamol for Fever. Spiramycin [Antibiotic]. Now you know what to buy when you know what's your problem.
I know I don't need Antibiotic for it's only fever. And since I do not like medicines, Rhinofed and Paracetamol are what I will consume.
Friday, December 24, 2004
wish ya a very happy xmas
merry christmas...
and happy new year!
ps : wish me all the best, will ya?
hahaha selfish me.
Ok, you too! All the best for you in 2005.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
a dont-get-case case
Ok, this is specially for you whose plan to buy a case for your HP stuff. Online.
Skip that mind if it's casesonline, you're going to deal with.
I am telling you this because I still don't get what I ordered [almost] last two months.
When I logged-in and tracked my order, it was shipping. And in a long time, I did again, it was returned!
To make this clear, I sent them an email. No reply I got.
Another an email. Nothing. Again, an email. Nothing.
Well, finally they did reply the fourth...
What makes me dissapointed...
No call. No case. Nothing.
[HP, you got a really cute partner in business!]
Another reason, maybe being an Indonesian is harder than what I though.
Some rejects our cards, some doesn't ship my order.
Oh, still they did charge me!
Service sucks, period.
Skip that mind if it's casesonline, you're going to deal with.
I am telling you this because I still don't get what I ordered [almost] last two months.
When I logged-in and tracked my order, it was shipping. And in a long time, I did again, it was returned!
To make this clear, I sent them an email. No reply I got.
Another an email. Nothing. Again, an email. Nothing.
Well, finally they did reply the fourth...
What makes me dissapointed...
No call. No case. Nothing.
[HP, you got a really cute partner in business!]
Another reason, maybe being an Indonesian is harder than what I though.
Some rejects our cards, some doesn't ship my order.
Oh, still they did charge me!
Service sucks, period.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
a picky thief
This is really sucks. My two favorite sandals had been stolen!
I will never forgive and forget that bastard. If I could spell a magic, hmm he'll regret ever did it!
Well, the sandals their self don't cost a lot but.. hey, they're something I like and I wore everyday!
And it's hard enough to find them in stores nowadays!
[the thief was a picky! he took my not-so-expensive sandals and left my sister's damn-expensive shoes!]
Damn!
We have a big space outside the door, and since it's a habit to take off the shoes and sandals before step into the house, I always left my sandals outside. Now, on the opposite of my house, there's a guest house. And the shit is almost every weekend, students from Bali or somehell else stay at that place! And imagine what can big buses do! Noisy!
I think someone from that study tour group took them! What a fuck!
Now, I am wearing my very old sandal [which I bought when I was drunk, I think] and someone, somewhere, wears my sandal.
I will never forgive and forget that bastard. If I could spell a magic, hmm he'll regret ever did it!
Well, the sandals their self don't cost a lot but.. hey, they're something I like and I wore everyday!
And it's hard enough to find them in stores nowadays!
[the thief was a picky! he took my not-so-expensive sandals and left my sister's damn-expensive shoes!]
Damn!
We have a big space outside the door, and since it's a habit to take off the shoes and sandals before step into the house, I always left my sandals outside. Now, on the opposite of my house, there's a guest house. And the shit is almost every weekend, students from Bali or somehell else stay at that place! And imagine what can big buses do! Noisy!
I think someone from that study tour group took them! What a fuck!
Now, I am wearing my very old sandal [which I bought when I was drunk, I think] and someone, somewhere, wears my sandal.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
staying alive
Ok, I know in December... people will [more often than before] talk about AIDS.
[where I prefer to talk about Christmas Gifts]
So, to show you how much I am into the campaign to fight the spread of HIV/AIDS
I'd like to ask you few questions :
What are HIV and AIDS?
How is HIV transmitted?
Is there a cure?
Well, most of you maybe so into sex, now answer few more questions :
How to do safe sex?
How to use condoms?
What if your condom broke?
Now, to find out the right answers and more about HIV/AIDS,
click here
[where I prefer to talk about Christmas Gifts]
So, to show you how much I am into the campaign to fight the spread of HIV/AIDS
I'd like to ask you few questions :
What are HIV and AIDS?
How is HIV transmitted?
Is there a cure?
Well, most of you maybe so into sex, now answer few more questions :
How to do safe sex?
How to use condoms?
What if your condom broke?
Now, to find out the right answers and more about HIV/AIDS,
click here
another me
Holyshit,
I don't think I am still a good boy.
So much to do and so little time!
I am itchy now, as time's ticking.
Let me do it my way... illegaly :)
Feel Alive!
I don't think I am still a good boy.
So much to do and so little time!
I am itchy now, as time's ticking.
Let me do it my way... illegaly :)
Feel Alive!
Sunday, December 12, 2004
bored already..
Gee. Auntie is sticking here...
She won't tell me when will she leave.
But I think she'll be staying here til christmas. Or a day after. [lucky me then...]
So the point is... I am not so free [tho I do't have to go to campus!]
Everyday... just be at the house.
Wake up. Shower. Play. Talk. Eat. Watch. Shower. Read. Eat. Music. Sleep.
Oh, done with all the december edition magazines!
I'll go for some movies tomorrow...
Sauna? I think I'll need it also... and a lil bit treatment for my hair.
on 14, third bleach perhaps... 2 more days later, few black lines.
say welcome to this boy.
She won't tell me when will she leave.
But I think she'll be staying here til christmas. Or a day after. [lucky me then...]
So the point is... I am not so free [tho I do't have to go to campus!]
Everyday... just be at the house.
Wake up. Shower. Play. Talk. Eat. Watch. Shower. Read. Eat. Music. Sleep.
Oh, done with all the december edition magazines!
I'll go for some movies tomorrow...
Sauna? I think I'll need it also... and a lil bit treatment for my hair.
on 14, third bleach perhaps... 2 more days later, few black lines.
say welcome to this boy.
Friday, December 10, 2004
back!
A lot of things had happened...
Here are some you should know,
Here are some you should know,
- Exams? Finished. Free now. [result? don't ask!]
- No more black hair. What? Why not... My holiday has just begun! So should the fun!
- Auntie has back from Dobo! She's in Jogja. For christmas. [reschedule all the trips... i have to]
- Hmmm I have my wish list now. Please tell me that you wanna have a peep.
- My vegetarian plan, last for almost 2 whole months only. All the meat she brought (deer), made me changed my mind.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
a pause
Hallo !!!
I'll be off quite long...
Final exams are coming.
After that, I'll be busy with a new hobby [?]
I am taking pictures!
[yeah, have no basic to make a "woooooooouw" one
but I could take some simple pictures that looks good.
just simple. the nature that looks good. yet.]
Oh, If you're into taking pictures also, a must for you to
join Fotografer.
See you there!
I'll be off quite long...
Final exams are coming.
After that, I'll be busy with a new hobby [?]
I am taking pictures!
[yeah, have no basic to make a "woooooooouw" one
but I could take some simple pictures that looks good.
just simple. the nature that looks good. yet.]
Oh, If you're into taking pictures also, a must for you to
join Fotografer.
See you there!
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Friday, November 26, 2004
days in surabaya
I was in Surabaya for 3 days.
Started from Jogja, I and My grandpa went there by Sancaka. The train, you know...
We got the earlier one. Was it Sancaka I? Or Sancaka II? Can't remember. But for sure I remember that we got the morning one, 7.30 am.
Arrived at 1 pm. Then waiting for my Auntie who already been in Surabaya since a day before. Together we went to the hotel. Oh, we had a problem to decide what hotel should we stay. She wanted us to stay in Hotel Bali [a small hotel. very small hotel. but can afford to stay there for 5 days. beside it's near from all the Pasar -market, shopping centre-. Pasar Turi. Pasar Atom. Pasar Genteng.] while I wanted to use my card and stay in at least Mataram Hotel and pay 50% from the publish rate. But she's the boss :)
So we went to Hotel Bali. And its rate start from 45 grand to 100 grand.
Praise the Lord, we took the 100 grand one. Sure, she knew that taking the big one is wiser as 5 will sleep there!
Then we realized it wasn't 5. But 6.
Me, Meggy & Dhelsy [they got the last train on that day], Auntie & Grandpa and Vera [cousin, lives in Surabaya].
Imagine 6 persons in a room. But its Ok. We had 3 queen size beds at last.
In the evening, we're starving. But can't go out as it was rainy. Like hell.
So, I called Dony and asked him whether he could come at the moment or not.
"I've got a home made compilation CD for you"
at the end...
"Please bring us some fried stuff if you could"
In about an hour, he appeared.
Then with him, I went to his boarding house, to make some copy of his CDs.
Hmmm... met his brother [bio brother!] who also my not-so-close-friend since junior high and another not-so-close-friend since senior high. They're going to go out and have some fun, I supposed.
Want to burn all the mp3 onto 2 CDs but all I can get is audio file on a CD.
The Best of Shania Twain.
Yeah, not too bad hahaha. Saved 90 grands [?]. And I've liked her since 4 years ago.
And her country songs are really different, just great!
From his place we went to Tunjungan Plaza to see or buy things that I've forgot.
Then picked Meggy & Dhelsy up at 24.00!
What a train! Late as people think it's usual.
Day 2
I was crazy. Chasing around for all the stuff my brother ordered.
From Pasar Atom, moved to Pasar Turi. Then from Pasar Turi to Pasar Genteng.
Got nothing! But tired.
Day 3
Did all the best I could. Called this called that and then with their help, I went to... I forgot its name!
Finally I had almost all what he ordered, in that shop.
Going back to hotel, I saw Pasar kembang [For old time's sake, don't ask me how many Pasar they have in Surabaya] and kaboom!!!
My yeah-kinda-close friend, Pocai just moved and lived there.
Called his sister, Busy.
Called his another sister, "I'm working. Call him at home, would you?"
But I didn't. Told cabbie to drop me at Tunjungan Plaza.
Alone there. Dony was busy with his deadline.
Handy was ringing. A call from Pocai !
"Meet me at DiscTara Tunjungan Plaza... Ok?"
Again, it was ringing. From Dony. He's willing to go out...
"Find me and Pocai at DiscTara, Tunjungan Plaza!"
And then there were three.
Crazy in that store.
Had our lunch and then with our take-aways we're stepping out.
Dony choosed wrong cab!!!!
Darn cabbie was driving me crazy!
We're speaking our own language and that darn cabbie thought we're just another stupid boys who comes from Mollucas or we're new in surabaya or we don't know anything about darn city and its roads.
Anyway, he was toying us. I lost control. I might be the impolite person but you made me that way, cabbie...
Finally we arrived at the hotel.
We paid double of the usual fare! Double time also!
I couldn't understand why Pocai had to bother him self to cheer him up...
Picked my stuff then said goodbye to my room mates and in a rush gotta catch my train!
Started from Jogja, I and My grandpa went there by Sancaka. The train, you know...
We got the earlier one. Was it Sancaka I? Or Sancaka II? Can't remember. But for sure I remember that we got the morning one, 7.30 am.
Arrived at 1 pm. Then waiting for my Auntie who already been in Surabaya since a day before. Together we went to the hotel. Oh, we had a problem to decide what hotel should we stay. She wanted us to stay in Hotel Bali [a small hotel. very small hotel. but can afford to stay there for 5 days. beside it's near from all the Pasar -market, shopping centre-. Pasar Turi. Pasar Atom. Pasar Genteng.] while I wanted to use my card and stay in at least Mataram Hotel and pay 50% from the publish rate. But she's the boss :)
So we went to Hotel Bali. And its rate start from 45 grand to 100 grand.
Praise the Lord, we took the 100 grand one. Sure, she knew that taking the big one is wiser as 5 will sleep there!
Then we realized it wasn't 5. But 6.
Me, Meggy & Dhelsy [they got the last train on that day], Auntie & Grandpa and Vera [cousin, lives in Surabaya].
Imagine 6 persons in a room. But its Ok. We had 3 queen size beds at last.
In the evening, we're starving. But can't go out as it was rainy. Like hell.
So, I called Dony and asked him whether he could come at the moment or not.
"I've got a home made compilation CD for you"
at the end...
"Please bring us some fried stuff if you could"
In about an hour, he appeared.
Then with him, I went to his boarding house, to make some copy of his CDs.
Hmmm... met his brother [bio brother!] who also my not-so-close-friend since junior high and another not-so-close-friend since senior high. They're going to go out and have some fun, I supposed.
Want to burn all the mp3 onto 2 CDs but all I can get is audio file on a CD.
The Best of Shania Twain.
Yeah, not too bad hahaha. Saved 90 grands [?]. And I've liked her since 4 years ago.
And her country songs are really different, just great!
From his place we went to Tunjungan Plaza to see or buy things that I've forgot.
Then picked Meggy & Dhelsy up at 24.00!
What a train! Late as people think it's usual.
Day 2
I was crazy. Chasing around for all the stuff my brother ordered.
From Pasar Atom, moved to Pasar Turi. Then from Pasar Turi to Pasar Genteng.
Got nothing! But tired.
Day 3
Did all the best I could. Called this called that and then with their help, I went to... I forgot its name!
Finally I had almost all what he ordered, in that shop.
Going back to hotel, I saw Pasar kembang [For old time's sake, don't ask me how many Pasar they have in Surabaya] and kaboom!!!
My yeah-kinda-close friend, Pocai just moved and lived there.
Called his sister, Busy.
Called his another sister, "I'm working. Call him at home, would you?"
But I didn't. Told cabbie to drop me at Tunjungan Plaza.
Alone there. Dony was busy with his deadline.
Handy was ringing. A call from Pocai !
"Meet me at DiscTara Tunjungan Plaza... Ok?"
Again, it was ringing. From Dony. He's willing to go out...
"Find me and Pocai at DiscTara, Tunjungan Plaza!"
And then there were three.
Crazy in that store.
Had our lunch and then with our take-aways we're stepping out.
Dony choosed wrong cab!!!!
Darn cabbie was driving me crazy!
We're speaking our own language and that darn cabbie thought we're just another stupid boys who comes from Mollucas or we're new in surabaya or we don't know anything about darn city and its roads.
Anyway, he was toying us. I lost control. I might be the impolite person but you made me that way, cabbie...
Finally we arrived at the hotel.
We paid double of the usual fare! Double time also!
I couldn't understand why Pocai had to bother him self to cheer him up...
Picked my stuff then said goodbye to my room mates and in a rush gotta catch my train!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
write me?
Hmm... actually got nothing to write here...
I am blank [as usual]... Oh, lately I have plenty ideas about my plots [hmm still dare to dream to be an author] hope I could save some ounces of my energy then stick my ass and start to write again...
Woke up this morning at 6 am [golly gee, pain all over my body...], then had a rush time, to catch the bus, went to novotel to take shower [we still have problem with water!] and moved from there to campus. Join Accounting class at 7.30. Then a good news he told us... [or remind us?] that at 8 am we'll have some demo how to register online for next semester [thanks to me, i already knew how to] so, it was only 30 minutes in that class!
But he really knew exactly what to do in 30 minutes, a homework would be good. And as we only have one more chance to meet before final test, he asked us whether we could join together on thursday class [i really hate when they do things they like with no care for others! i am busy on every thursday til this semester over! mean, i'll miss one class again just to join this Accounting, like before!] and most of us said yes, so we'll have Acounting on thursday! Cheers!
Oh, right now I'm in Computer Lab. And this is my second time since I renewed my status :)
Downloading iTunes and do a browse.
When I finish, should be home and prepare all the stuff before go to pay all the bills... today's my last chance, before go to Surabaya...
And about hair color... I'll keep it black for few more months.
Not because I can't handle the way to be a brunette or blonde or cooper head, but it just because I am still looking for a perfect color hahaha...
grey also looks fabulous but I'll look 10 years older, I think.
Same thing happen if I choose white?
I am blank [as usual]... Oh, lately I have plenty ideas about my plots [hmm still dare to dream to be an author] hope I could save some ounces of my energy then stick my ass and start to write again...
Woke up this morning at 6 am [golly gee, pain all over my body...], then had a rush time, to catch the bus, went to novotel to take shower [we still have problem with water!] and moved from there to campus. Join Accounting class at 7.30. Then a good news he told us... [or remind us?] that at 8 am we'll have some demo how to register online for next semester [thanks to me, i already knew how to] so, it was only 30 minutes in that class!
But he really knew exactly what to do in 30 minutes, a homework would be good. And as we only have one more chance to meet before final test, he asked us whether we could join together on thursday class [i really hate when they do things they like with no care for others! i am busy on every thursday til this semester over! mean, i'll miss one class again just to join this Accounting, like before!] and most of us said yes, so we'll have Acounting on thursday! Cheers!
Oh, right now I'm in Computer Lab. And this is my second time since I renewed my status :)
Downloading iTunes and do a browse.
When I finish, should be home and prepare all the stuff before go to pay all the bills... today's my last chance, before go to Surabaya...
And about hair color... I'll keep it black for few more months.
Not because I can't handle the way to be a brunette or blonde or cooper head, but it just because I am still looking for a perfect color hahaha...
grey also looks fabulous but I'll look 10 years older, I think.
Same thing happen if I choose white?
Thursday, November 18, 2004
bye bye black ???
whoops... quicky one.
should I change my hair color?
Charmy brunette? Lusty blond? Nasty red?
I think I'll look younger [god, I know I look so old!] and not that ice cold if I change my hair color. Black gives you all the mysterious look [and I still hope that one day I'll have my lucifer... together we'll walk at the night... like a bitchy witch]
But..... ugh, I feel pity for my hair. I'll do it when I know my hair is in good condition.
should I change my hair color?
Charmy brunette? Lusty blond? Nasty red?
I think I'll look younger [god, I know I look so old!] and not that ice cold if I change my hair color. Black gives you all the mysterious look [and I still hope that one day I'll have my lucifer... together we'll walk at the night... like a bitchy witch]
But..... ugh, I feel pity for my hair. I'll do it when I know my hair is in good condition.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Jogja... Overloaded!
Gee, this is the worst ever happened in Jogja, this week..
Everywhere, everybody is busy. Traffic. And overloaded.
Like all the moslems and other strangers need to meet their lovers here.
The street full with cars and buses that moved slowly like a group of snails. Really slow.
The shopping malls are full with people... Crowded!
And the pool! Since when don't they think that we can't swim if they got all the family members with them in the pool?
Dad Mom and at least 2 children times how many? 30? 50?
Sure, the water doesn't look clean at all...
God knows how I really wish they'll be disappeared tomorrow morning...
I wanna take sun bath before leave to Surabaya..
Imagine, I get the skin color like Ms. Campbell..
Ain't it good? Something new?
Black hair, black eyes, and black skin.
Plus a fake diamond (real diamond for charity, anyone?) sticks on a teeth?
Ok, I know that's too much...
Another creepy boy!
Everywhere, everybody is busy. Traffic. And overloaded.
Like all the moslems and other strangers need to meet their lovers here.
The street full with cars and buses that moved slowly like a group of snails. Really slow.
The shopping malls are full with people... Crowded!
And the pool! Since when don't they think that we can't swim if they got all the family members with them in the pool?
Dad Mom and at least 2 children times how many? 30? 50?
Sure, the water doesn't look clean at all...
God knows how I really wish they'll be disappeared tomorrow morning...
I wanna take sun bath before leave to Surabaya..
Imagine, I get the skin color like Ms. Campbell..
Ain't it good? Something new?
Black hair, black eyes, and black skin.
Plus a fake diamond (real diamond for charity, anyone?) sticks on a teeth?
Ok, I know that's too much...
Another creepy boy!
Monday, November 15, 2004
now what?
Whoops... jogja getting normal now!
[normal? uhm I'd not like to make it normal then]
A lot of cars... Motorbikes... Buses... and people!
Thanks god, shopping malls are open...
Easy to get foods...
Just back to life!
Oh, I met Ivonne and her boyfriend [is he?] when I was in Galeria 15 minutes ago!
It's been 1 year [?] since I saw her last time... Cool. Still looks pretty :D
But next time, make sure you don't ask me about that stupid bastard, Ivonne :)
Tomorrow... what to do?
Don't know... Have nothing to do. But thinking a lot about The Sims 2.
[i know i am just too late to play this game...!] I really like this game!
But I must wait for a long queue.
We [Meggi, Jack, Gusty and I] love this game so much, and we gotta fight for the chance to play this game.
Could play only on Meggi's PC [can't install it on stupid old notebook of mine!] so its kinda sucks.
I will play this game again in 3 more days...! Tomorrow, Gusty's turn. A day after, Jack's.
God, I'm so desperately need a new notebook. Powerbook.
Oh and the classes will start again in 3 days. [bored!!!]
[hey, got my ticket to surabaya.. will be there from 22 to 24]
[normal? uhm I'd not like to make it normal then]
A lot of cars... Motorbikes... Buses... and people!
Thanks god, shopping malls are open...
Easy to get foods...
Just back to life!
Oh, I met Ivonne and her boyfriend [is he?] when I was in Galeria 15 minutes ago!
It's been 1 year [?] since I saw her last time... Cool. Still looks pretty :D
But next time, make sure you don't ask me about that stupid bastard, Ivonne :)
Tomorrow... what to do?
Don't know... Have nothing to do. But thinking a lot about The Sims 2.
[i know i am just too late to play this game...!] I really like this game!
But I must wait for a long queue.
We [Meggi, Jack, Gusty and I] love this game so much, and we gotta fight for the chance to play this game.
Could play only on Meggi's PC [can't install it on stupid old notebook of mine!] so its kinda sucks.
I will play this game again in 3 more days...! Tomorrow, Gusty's turn. A day after, Jack's.
God, I'm so desperately need a new notebook. Powerbook.
Oh and the classes will start again in 3 days. [bored!!!]
[hey, got my ticket to surabaya.. will be there from 22 to 24]
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Jogja, wonderful today...
Can't believe!
This used to be crowded city become so empty today!
You can walk around with no worry that a bad driver gangster wannabe will strike you...
So empty and quiet.
Only few things bug me a lot.
Shopping mall ain't open. Neither the street side restaurant.
Make it worst, I don't have a stock of some instant food. Instant noodle soup.
Oh the drinking water also empty! But it ain't a big problem.
Fucking McDonald is open. So hard to try not to eat any meat! But cola you can't say a single NO.
Anyway, I still like this city. With its emptiness and quietness. Silence.
Oh, it's windy also! Just almost perfect! I really love this city today.
Maybe for today only... Happened as it's Moslem's great day now..
This used to be crowded city become so empty today!
You can walk around with no worry that a bad driver gangster wannabe will strike you...
So empty and quiet.
Only few things bug me a lot.
Shopping mall ain't open. Neither the street side restaurant.
Make it worst, I don't have a stock of some instant food. Instant noodle soup.
Oh the drinking water also empty! But it ain't a big problem.
Fucking McDonald is open. So hard to try not to eat any meat! But cola you can't say a single NO.
Anyway, I still like this city. With its emptiness and quietness. Silence.
Oh, it's windy also! Just almost perfect! I really love this city today.
Maybe for today only... Happened as it's Moslem's great day now..
Thursday, November 11, 2004
!
Hmm... moody...
too much to think.
feel like need a long rest.
to think nothing.
just be there...
see nothing, hear nothing.
feel nothing.
for a while.
Choices:
-Game over.
-Restart.
-Kill them.
-Make the worst happened.
too much to think.
feel like need a long rest.
to think nothing.
just be there...
see nothing, hear nothing.
feel nothing.
for a while.
Choices:
-Game over.
-Restart.
-Kill them.
-Make the worst happened.
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
I remember faces...
Dear you,
thanks for being such an honest man...
thanks for giving me the peace... ease my mind...
thanks for letting me have it back... and take all my worries away...
Can't live without that darn wallet!
PS : I remember you.
PS again : Change my mind, above my handies and gadgets, my wallet comes first...
thanks for being such an honest man...
thanks for giving me the peace... ease my mind...
thanks for letting me have it back... and take all my worries away...
Can't live without that darn wallet!
PS : I remember you.
PS again : Change my mind, above my handies and gadgets, my wallet comes first...
Monday, November 08, 2004
upside down
My days have been something strange lately...
The problem with water supply makes me gotta sleep late, and wake up late! And for the water is not much, I won't take the risk to use it in morning. I decide to make a stop at Novotel and use my membership to take quick shower before go to my campus. So when I become too lazy in the evening, I don't have to go out just to take shower!
Oh, and homeworks. Got two homeworks. Economics math. In english. Huh, the worst is.. must do it in a group. And I don't have friends :))
Great!
Should make friends start today!
Hmm my Grandpa will leave for Dobo in 12 more days. And I am supposed to take him to Surabaya to meet my Auntie. For a week they'll be in Surabaya for a medical check up then take the flight to Ambon. Next day they'll go with my sister and her baby to Dobo.
Oh, funny thing is, the ticket from Ambon to Dobo cost two times more expensive than Surabaya - Ambon!
The problem with water supply makes me gotta sleep late, and wake up late! And for the water is not much, I won't take the risk to use it in morning. I decide to make a stop at Novotel and use my membership to take quick shower before go to my campus. So when I become too lazy in the evening, I don't have to go out just to take shower!
Oh, and homeworks. Got two homeworks. Economics math. In english. Huh, the worst is.. must do it in a group. And I don't have friends :))
Great!
Should make friends start today!
Hmm my Grandpa will leave for Dobo in 12 more days. And I am supposed to take him to Surabaya to meet my Auntie. For a week they'll be in Surabaya for a medical check up then take the flight to Ambon. Next day they'll go with my sister and her baby to Dobo.
Oh, funny thing is, the ticket from Ambon to Dobo cost two times more expensive than Surabaya - Ambon!
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
the story. part 1.
You were noticed that Ve, Ian and Mike will be in jogja. And their stories already on the net. So here's the story of mine.
On Saturday they were arrived, directly from airport they went to NatureBoy's place. Then moved to their hotel room. And my first meeting with them was in Superman cafe. It's a great time to [have something to] relief your hot day. Really.
And it's just great to see them again. Well, NatureBoy is living in the same city with me but for some reasons we seldom meet. He's so busy as an artist and I'm quite busy with my management things.
Ve, Ian and Mike are living in jakarta. So for sure it's kinda nonsense to write that I meet them quite often :)
From Superman cafe, we'd like to go to Solo [a city an hour away from jogja] but we didn't make it as we were late. We missed the train. From train station [A place I really like to be when I feel down must be this place. I really enjoy the sounds of the trains. They sound like they'll split or explode but still, such a fantastic music for me].
At night, we had dinner at Lesehan Wida [located on Kaliurang street] together with Iqbal and friends of Mike's.
Soda lounge was the next target. We're there [well, I was there] just to taste their Soda's. And I really enjoy it's atmosphere, although we didn't talk much but read a lot. Yes, read.
On Sunday, we went to the pool after having our lunch at a place somewhere on Pasar Kembang area.
You must know what was happening in the pool. You're right, we swim... Ve flirts hahaha kidding.
Ian taught me some styles but I stil can't swim that way. So, I just dive. That's easier.
From the pool, we had dinner at Es Eny [not so far from Galeria Mall] then moved to Galeria Mall. Doing some crazy things like.. what they call that thing.. DDR? Something about dance dance and dance. And together with Ian, I got the title, worst dancer hahaha.
After that, we went to SOBO pakualaman [on Sultan Agung street] and had some cakes. This trip, Ve cs. transform us from eat-when-you-need to just-eat-them-all. :)
On Monday, Ve, Ian, Mike and NatureBoy were packing the paintings they'll bring to jakarta for an exhibition on December.
In noon, I was asked whether I can go with them to Solo or not. Sure I can. I want. Never been in Solo before :)
So, we decided to meet at Periplus bookshop, Malioboro Mall. While waiting for them, I saw two books, very cheap, only Rp 10.000 per each. About Mollucas and Irian Jaya.
And it's been making me homesick to see the pictures. I really love where I was born. Thank God, I come from Mollucas, a very beautiful place with beautiful flora and fauna. Sure, very beautiful people also ;)
Oh, we had something to taste at the cafe inside that bookshop!
See? Everythings about filling our stomach!
Finally we went to Solo. And we had Nasi Liwet for the dinner then moved to Roemahkoe for dessert... :)
They told that roemahkoe is belong to Mr Akbar Tanjung. Don't know who's Akbar Tanjung? Do a Google!
He leads the Golongan Karya party.
Oh, they have 13 rooms/beds at roemahkoe! And not so expensive, around Rp 250 grand something. Interested?
This early morning, Ian and Mike left for jakarta. Ve got the late flight, evening one.
They're all in jakarta now eh? :)
On Saturday they were arrived, directly from airport they went to NatureBoy's place. Then moved to their hotel room. And my first meeting with them was in Superman cafe. It's a great time to [have something to] relief your hot day. Really.
And it's just great to see them again. Well, NatureBoy is living in the same city with me but for some reasons we seldom meet. He's so busy as an artist and I'm quite busy with my management things.
Ve, Ian and Mike are living in jakarta. So for sure it's kinda nonsense to write that I meet them quite often :)
From Superman cafe, we'd like to go to Solo [a city an hour away from jogja] but we didn't make it as we were late. We missed the train. From train station [A place I really like to be when I feel down must be this place. I really enjoy the sounds of the trains. They sound like they'll split or explode but still, such a fantastic music for me].
At night, we had dinner at Lesehan Wida [located on Kaliurang street] together with Iqbal and friends of Mike's.
Soda lounge was the next target. We're there [well, I was there] just to taste their Soda's. And I really enjoy it's atmosphere, although we didn't talk much but read a lot. Yes, read.
On Sunday, we went to the pool after having our lunch at a place somewhere on Pasar Kembang area.
You must know what was happening in the pool. You're right, we swim... Ve flirts hahaha kidding.
Ian taught me some styles but I stil can't swim that way. So, I just dive. That's easier.
From the pool, we had dinner at Es Eny [not so far from Galeria Mall] then moved to Galeria Mall. Doing some crazy things like.. what they call that thing.. DDR? Something about dance dance and dance. And together with Ian, I got the title, worst dancer hahaha.
After that, we went to SOBO pakualaman [on Sultan Agung street] and had some cakes. This trip, Ve cs. transform us from eat-when-you-need to just-eat-them-all. :)
On Monday, Ve, Ian, Mike and NatureBoy were packing the paintings they'll bring to jakarta for an exhibition on December.
In noon, I was asked whether I can go with them to Solo or not. Sure I can. I want. Never been in Solo before :)
So, we decided to meet at Periplus bookshop, Malioboro Mall. While waiting for them, I saw two books, very cheap, only Rp 10.000 per each. About Mollucas and Irian Jaya.
And it's been making me homesick to see the pictures. I really love where I was born. Thank God, I come from Mollucas, a very beautiful place with beautiful flora and fauna. Sure, very beautiful people also ;)
Oh, we had something to taste at the cafe inside that bookshop!
See? Everythings about filling our stomach!
Finally we went to Solo. And we had Nasi Liwet for the dinner then moved to Roemahkoe for dessert... :)
They told that roemahkoe is belong to Mr Akbar Tanjung. Don't know who's Akbar Tanjung? Do a Google!
He leads the Golongan Karya party.
Oh, they have 13 rooms/beds at roemahkoe! And not so expensive, around Rp 250 grand something. Interested?
This early morning, Ian and Mike left for jakarta. Ve got the late flight, evening one.
They're all in jakarta now eh? :)
Saturday, October 30, 2004
hot hot hot
I'm so tired this morning. sleepy.
For now we seem have problem with water supply, they make schedules!
You will get your water at night for this week, next week you'll get it at day.
So last night, I was busy with water things.
And God! It's very hot now!
I need to change my shirt 3-4 times a day! Sweatin' all the time...
I thought the problem with ozone is getting worst, but my grandpa who thinks he always know everything better, told me that it's normal in last quarter that the weather getting hotter. In november or december it will be very windy and rainy... Trust me, he said.
Talking about grandpa, he with my auntie will go back to Dobo [our paradise island, trust me.. it worth -enough- to visit] and they ask me to prepare the tickets, everythings.. but until now, I still don't know when exactly they will leave. Great.
When they leave, I also should leave eh?
Going somewhere?
Go for winter?
Ehm, could anyone tell me why we don't have winter here in Indonesia?
one way ticket to eskimo, please...
Ve, Ian and a friend named Mike will be in Jogja in an hour? Very soon...
What will we do in this "holy summer"? Be in shopping mall? Please.
I don't have aircon, so it will be good to be in that damn small shopping mall.
For now we seem have problem with water supply, they make schedules!
You will get your water at night for this week, next week you'll get it at day.
So last night, I was busy with water things.
And God! It's very hot now!
I need to change my shirt 3-4 times a day! Sweatin' all the time...
I thought the problem with ozone is getting worst, but my grandpa who thinks he always know everything better, told me that it's normal in last quarter that the weather getting hotter. In november or december it will be very windy and rainy... Trust me, he said.
Talking about grandpa, he with my auntie will go back to Dobo [our paradise island, trust me.. it worth -enough- to visit] and they ask me to prepare the tickets, everythings.. but until now, I still don't know when exactly they will leave. Great.
When they leave, I also should leave eh?
Going somewhere?
Go for winter?
Ehm, could anyone tell me why we don't have winter here in Indonesia?
one way ticket to eskimo, please...
Ve, Ian and a friend named Mike will be in Jogja in an hour? Very soon...
What will we do in this "holy summer"? Be in shopping mall? Please.
I don't have aircon, so it will be good to be in that damn small shopping mall.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
full charged
If I am a pot taker, then it will tells you why I am in a great fantasy... flying and enjoy my secret nasty dirty world.
It's like you are horny for hours.. days... weeks.. months... years.. ages... it does show your hunger for sex!
Exactly happened to me, but in a very different case.
I'm having a great energy and I know what will happen. I gotta start something... Something that will change my future life.
Something that I'd like to keep it as a secret until the right moment comes for me to announce it.
It's like you are horny for hours.. days... weeks.. months... years.. ages... it does show your hunger for sex!
Exactly happened to me, but in a very different case.
I'm having a great energy and I know what will happen. I gotta start something... Something that will change my future life.
Something that I'd like to keep it as a secret until the right moment comes for me to announce it.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
the ads
Darn cute boy [ok, show your respect for the differences by interupt me not!] looking for LUCIFER.
Me: 21 years old asian boy. In a very good condition. Have what you sure look for.
You: gotta be black angora cat. Age doesn't matter. Can kill mouses/rats is a plus.
Text to my mobile number [you know, don't you? If don't, ask!]
Me: 21 years old asian boy. In a very good condition. Have what you sure look for.
You: gotta be black angora cat. Age doesn't matter. Can kill mouses/rats is a plus.
Text to my mobile number [you know, don't you? If don't, ask!]
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Ugh, before flooding my email and sms inbox, asking me silly questions, I'd like to make it simple,
I just need time to be my self
To enjoy my time
And to do something for my self
Don't get it wrong. I will always come back as a blogger
the solitary dummy
Admittedly, I can't help to think that I have been a dummy for a store's display.
I don't have something to be proud of so far. I even have no great GPA to show my family...!
True, I don't have anything to be proud..
I did trade my brain with a great social life and to be honest people can darely call me a stupid blond now [if it happened that i'm blond. thank's god, i'm not. yet.].
So what I'm trying to say is... I'm taking back my brain and throw away all the social life. I'm putting my self as far as I can, from all the people I know. No. That's not what I mean. I just wanna have my time. Alone. And thinking bout my life. Doing something that always be in mind. And I'm ready for all the side effects.
This is the time for me to step back into my old world. I'll be home and safe there.
Now, as a goodbye present, here are the last pictures I've uploaded. Enjoy.
[hmm, please make a copy of my only one photo when i was 5. if you have a chance.]
I don't have something to be proud of so far. I even have no great GPA to show my family...!
True, I don't have anything to be proud..
I did trade my brain with a great social life and to be honest people can darely call me a stupid blond now [if it happened that i'm blond. thank's god, i'm not. yet.].
So what I'm trying to say is... I'm taking back my brain and throw away all the social life. I'm putting my self as far as I can, from all the people I know. No. That's not what I mean. I just wanna have my time. Alone. And thinking bout my life. Doing something that always be in mind. And I'm ready for all the side effects.
This is the time for me to step back into my old world. I'll be home and safe there.
Now, as a goodbye present, here are the last pictures I've uploaded. Enjoy.
[hmm, please make a copy of my only one photo when i was 5. if you have a chance.]
Friday, October 08, 2004
tomorrow never come? whose wish?
God, finally the mid test almost over.
This morning, Micro Economy test. 4 questions. 3 of them need your memory skill [so I have no doubt that they're correct!] and the last one need your math skill [you can doubt me in this case, for me it's 50-50] Well, not because I am weak in math, but I missed my last page of Micro. And I do not know the formula. So, I did it my way. I created my own formula to get the elasticity price of demand. Yeah, try my luck!
Oh tomorrow will be the last day... for mid test! Economy mathematic [EM] and Management. I'll focus on EM for there's a lot of formulas to remember. Management? Just tell stories. And I am the best in telling stories, right?
Ehm, I already have schedules for my saturday and sunday.
Saturday, I will go out and have little fun hohoho.
On Sunday, with brother will be looking for a monitor for his PC [ehm he's good in comparing price, so we'll need hours!] then on afternoon, meet my old friend who still does modelling thing.
"Why so hard to reach you?! Suddenly disappear, unpolite boy you are!" He text me.
"Hahaha sorry. Didn't mean to! Just have no longer fantasy being popular in that way! People change, you know. I'd love to have people know me for I win the physics olympic! Alas, it won't happen haha"
"Plak. [slap] You should be at Galeria Mall on sunday. We'll meet you there"
"We?"
"Just be there!"
"If you say so...."
"See ya later.."
"later.."
This morning, Micro Economy test. 4 questions. 3 of them need your memory skill [so I have no doubt that they're correct!] and the last one need your math skill [you can doubt me in this case, for me it's 50-50] Well, not because I am weak in math, but I missed my last page of Micro. And I do not know the formula. So, I did it my way. I created my own formula to get the elasticity price of demand. Yeah, try my luck!
Oh tomorrow will be the last day... for mid test! Economy mathematic [EM] and Management. I'll focus on EM for there's a lot of formulas to remember. Management? Just tell stories. And I am the best in telling stories, right?
Ehm, I already have schedules for my saturday and sunday.
Saturday, I will go out and have little fun hohoho.
On Sunday, with brother will be looking for a monitor for his PC [ehm he's good in comparing price, so we'll need hours!] then on afternoon, meet my old friend who still does modelling thing.
"Why so hard to reach you?! Suddenly disappear, unpolite boy you are!" He text me.
"Hahaha sorry. Didn't mean to! Just have no longer fantasy being popular in that way! People change, you know. I'd love to have people know me for I win the physics olympic! Alas, it won't happen haha"
"Plak. [slap] You should be at Galeria Mall on sunday. We'll meet you there"
"We?"
"Just be there!"
"If you say so...."
"See ya later.."
"later.."
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
day 1. clear.
So... Philosophy is not so bad.
It was a take-home-test so I just need to give the paper this morning. Last night, sure I must read three thick books. Thanks to me, i'd read Sophie's world long time ago [well, it's Dunia Sophie which I read. Translated to bahasa Indonesia hehehe] after checked resources on-line in the afternoon. Thanks also to those who helped me with their contributions by email, sms and comments [why didn't leave any mark on your comments so I can track who you are? ehm I know who's #2 :) "who's copying whom?" haha]
Tomorrow? To think about tomorrow, makes me nervous. Accounting.
Hmm I better prepare my self now.
It was a take-home-test so I just need to give the paper this morning. Last night, sure I must read three thick books. Thanks to me, i'd read Sophie's world long time ago [well, it's Dunia Sophie which I read. Translated to bahasa Indonesia hehehe] after checked resources on-line in the afternoon. Thanks also to those who helped me with their contributions by email, sms and comments [why didn't leave any mark on your comments so I can track who you are? ehm I know who's #2 :) "who's copying whom?" haha]
Tomorrow? To think about tomorrow, makes me nervous. Accounting.
Hmm I better prepare my self now.
Monday, October 04, 2004
answer me. immediately.
Questions :
What's Philosophy?
And Science?
Spell the sames and differences between them...
and what makes them connected...?
I'm googling right now and have lot pages to see but now I even more confuse... Need your opinions!
What's Philosophy?
And Science?
Spell the sames and differences between them...
and what makes them connected...?
I'm googling right now and have lot pages to see but now I even more confuse... Need your opinions!
Saturday, October 02, 2004
SMS me the questions!
Oh my God.. Blessed be me.
No pretest this morning....... Am I happy? Unhappy?
Hmm I prepare my self well last night. I even ask Mr-SMS-bombarder, Donny [my junior in high school, he's studying management in surabaya since last 3 years, so I can say that he's my senior now..] to test me. So he tested me all night long via SMS... And this is the newest method I ever tried hahaha. Result? Dare to ask huh? 50-50 hehehe. I got the same number for both wrong and right answers. Means, in real battle I'll get 5. God!
Already sleeping at 11:30 pm, so we ended up at 11:45 pm, for I need to sleep. And in my dream, my sister and her friends are celebrating her birthday [funny, she was born on august!]... and they ask me to join the party when they meet me on my way to my campus... what I gotta choose? Exams or her? I choose her... Uhm, I never be a good college eh?... Then I woke up. It was 04:00 am. Couldn't go back to sleep. So I turn the music on [it was Macy Gray's The best of] and have this body's shaking in that early morning... Replied few SMSes then go back to accounting book... I was more than ready for the exam! [cocky ugh?]
Anyway, this morning.. The prof gave some questions for exercise, instead. And this time? 100% correct!
PS : Does anyone know where to learn boxing? I should go and check Thai-Boxing once!
No pretest this morning....... Am I happy? Unhappy?
Hmm I prepare my self well last night. I even ask Mr-SMS-bombarder, Donny [my junior in high school, he's studying management in surabaya since last 3 years, so I can say that he's my senior now..] to test me. So he tested me all night long via SMS... And this is the newest method I ever tried hahaha. Result? Dare to ask huh? 50-50 hehehe. I got the same number for both wrong and right answers. Means, in real battle I'll get 5. God!
Already sleeping at 11:30 pm, so we ended up at 11:45 pm, for I need to sleep. And in my dream, my sister and her friends are celebrating her birthday [funny, she was born on august!]... and they ask me to join the party when they meet me on my way to my campus... what I gotta choose? Exams or her? I choose her... Uhm, I never be a good college eh?... Then I woke up. It was 04:00 am. Couldn't go back to sleep. So I turn the music on [it was Macy Gray's The best of] and have this body's shaking in that early morning... Replied few SMSes then go back to accounting book... I was more than ready for the exam! [cocky ugh?]
Anyway, this morning.. The prof gave some questions for exercise, instead. And this time? 100% correct!
PS : Does anyone know where to learn boxing? I should go and check Thai-Boxing once!
Friday, October 01, 2004
forgiveness
ehm ehm ehm..
attention please...
ATTENTIOOON PLEASEEEE!! [whoops]
dear Ms/Mr/Mrs Angry,
we live only once [what I believe], and this life is too short... so please forgive me for what I did wrong in the past [if ever happened so. but i doubt.] and let your self have some fun [yeah, that's the fun i refer] instead still keep all that worst memory and wait for a good time to murder me [haha don't take it serious. I do not wanna have someone who inspired by this post to do murder me. But if you're that crazy, please kill ... hmm hold on, does anyone have something to kill? let me know..]
As I remember, I am a very caring person. I even have no willing to kill any mosquito by my hands in this earth [sometimes its easier just to spray them with anti-mosquito]. Or ants [except they do bite me!].. Or an Orang-Utan! No... I harmed none.
So could I also have a peace of mind? Could you please stop bothering me?
It's just wasting your time, you know [or in case, you have plenty time to waste, think about mine. stop wasting my time. does it help?].
There's a lot of things to do to get a better mood. Sure, you can do.
Here's some hints from me :
attention please...
ATTENTIOOON PLEASEEEE!! [whoops]
dear Ms/Mr/Mrs Angry,
we live only once [what I believe], and this life is too short... so please forgive me for what I did wrong in the past [if ever happened so. but i doubt.] and let your self have some fun [yeah, that's the fun i refer] instead still keep all that worst memory and wait for a good time to murder me [haha don't take it serious. I do not wanna have someone who inspired by this post to do murder me. But if you're that crazy, please kill ... hmm hold on, does anyone have something to kill? let me know..]
As I remember, I am a very caring person. I even have no willing to kill any mosquito by my hands in this earth [sometimes its easier just to spray them with anti-mosquito]. Or ants [except they do bite me!].. Or an Orang-Utan! No... I harmed none.
So could I also have a peace of mind? Could you please stop bothering me?
It's just wasting your time, you know [or in case, you have plenty time to waste, think about mine. stop wasting my time. does it help?].
There's a lot of things to do to get a better mood. Sure, you can do.
Here's some hints from me :
- Go help other people...
- Smile for everything you think its funny [I think express your anger in that way is funny. really funny. makes me smile :) ]
- Try to forgive people. Forgive me if I am lazy. For I do look confuse always. For I dumped you. [did I?]
- Drink more Cola. It's Good :)
So, end up your anger! Now let me breathe... Err, you can try this either... Take a long breathe... more more more more.. then hold. Wait, I gotta pee.
PS : Exams start on Monday.. No post on those days.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
s m i l e
[the connection sucks! so slow. and I mean it. Need a minute and 3 seconds just to be on create post page... Now let me start what I wanna write..]
Right now,
I am standing on the spot where you were before...
Doesn't mean that I do wanna be a butterfly just like you were
[you might yet be?]
I just want you to remember that
So would you please throw the blue-mode away...?
Far far away...
Right now,
I am standing on the spot where you were before...
Doesn't mean that I do wanna be a butterfly just like you were
[you might yet be?]
I just wanna enjoy my days..
every second in this life..
and when it comes to the regular question, I've got no right answer to tell you....
I just want you to remember that
I do love you
and....
I'm happy to be loved by you.
None loved me like you do.
So would you please throw the blue-mode away...?
Far far away...
Cheer up and start to smile!
Monday, September 27, 2004
the people.. and a cute kitty
Ehmm where should I start?
From a day before yesterday, lotta things happened...
First, got a mail from my senior high friend. I was a fool in love with her, she's my first love, I know. But it wasn't really smooth. I think it was an only-one-side love. I love her but wasn't that lucky to be loved in return. [She loved my stupid cousin!! Hahaha you were stupid I think. Both of you.]
So.. when I gotta moved to Jogja and start to live here, I tried to forget all that silly things in my past and she'd gone from my mind in my first year here. But lately, she found my web by accident and start to contact me. Yeah, we had lot to share. No. She had lot to share and asking me blablabla... Hmm sorry girl, I don't wanna change too often. I loved you once. But now you're belong to my past. So, just be my friend if you're lucky enough.
Then... yesterday. I met my former lover! God, why all the people from my past suddenly appear? Hmm I am not saying that I ain't pleased to meet them but.. its just too much. One person a day! What a horrible week then!
It happened when I was stepping out from the bookshop, we're almost hit each others. But then we took that session as hi! how's your life now? good? ok, gotta go. bye. moment. Hehehe don't judge us that we were acting like two robots do a chat. It's an old story anyway, why should I talk a lot , must be in our mind at that moment.
In the evening, got sms from Ian, a friend of Ve's. We then met and talked a lot. I also met his friends, Ines and Lili [both girls work for Gatra magazine. psst, it's fun to work for such magazine isn't it?].
Hmm I learnt a lot from the trio...!
Oh, btw... I went to the petshop this morning.
And there was a cute persia. Need 1.3 mio to have the kitty :))
I took some pictures, will post it soon.
[errr... a kitten as the birthday gift, is it a common thing?]
From a day before yesterday, lotta things happened...
First, got a mail from my senior high friend. I was a fool in love with her, she's my first love, I know. But it wasn't really smooth. I think it was an only-one-side love. I love her but wasn't that lucky to be loved in return. [She loved my stupid cousin!! Hahaha you were stupid I think. Both of you.]
So.. when I gotta moved to Jogja and start to live here, I tried to forget all that silly things in my past and she'd gone from my mind in my first year here. But lately, she found my web by accident and start to contact me. Yeah, we had lot to share. No. She had lot to share and asking me blablabla... Hmm sorry girl, I don't wanna change too often. I loved you once. But now you're belong to my past. So, just be my friend if you're lucky enough.
Then... yesterday. I met my former lover! God, why all the people from my past suddenly appear? Hmm I am not saying that I ain't pleased to meet them but.. its just too much. One person a day! What a horrible week then!
It happened when I was stepping out from the bookshop, we're almost hit each others. But then we took that session as hi! how's your life now? good? ok, gotta go. bye. moment. Hehehe don't judge us that we were acting like two robots do a chat. It's an old story anyway, why should I talk a lot , must be in our mind at that moment.
In the evening, got sms from Ian, a friend of Ve's. We then met and talked a lot. I also met his friends, Ines and Lili [both girls work for Gatra magazine. psst, it's fun to work for such magazine isn't it?].
Hmm I learnt a lot from the trio...!
Oh, btw... I went to the petshop this morning.
And there was a cute persia. Need 1.3 mio to have the kitty :))
I took some pictures, will post it soon.
[errr... a kitten as the birthday gift, is it a common thing?]
Saturday, September 25, 2004
my last windows mobile?
Gee, I was totally panic this morning.. when our accounting prof said that he'll give us a test right in 1 last hour.
I wasn't ready at all. Last night, I got lot things to do.
Installing all the must have softwares, drop some of mp3 files to the SD card -sure, movies also!, testing them, playing games and end it up with charging my rx3715.
Oops, haven't I told you that I bought that damn cute pocket pc already?
It arrived two days ago, in fact. Ugh, now I remember that I still can't connect it to my QD. Even until now I still can't!!!
Anyway, hands up now. Symbian handy just ain't right to be used as a modem for windows mobile. [or someone could gimme some hints?]
Hmm... back to accounting, do not think that I will fail. The test is just a "bark".
He just wanted to scary us and know how well we prepare our self as the mid test will start on October 4th.
I know I am not ready at all... [that's why, do not be shock if I won't post any, next month]
Too much playing around which make nonsense for I did mean before to study [and just study] with no gadgets in my mind.
Ooh, I still want to have clie TH55 european version :)) So keep me updated!
Then I may will choose what operating system I will use...
I wasn't ready at all. Last night, I got lot things to do.
Installing all the must have softwares, drop some of mp3 files to the SD card -sure, movies also!, testing them, playing games and end it up with charging my rx3715.
Oops, haven't I told you that I bought that damn cute pocket pc already?
It arrived two days ago, in fact. Ugh, now I remember that I still can't connect it to my QD. Even until now I still can't!!!
Anyway, hands up now. Symbian handy just ain't right to be used as a modem for windows mobile. [or someone could gimme some hints?]
Hmm... back to accounting, do not think that I will fail. The test is just a "bark".
He just wanted to scary us and know how well we prepare our self as the mid test will start on October 4th.
I know I am not ready at all... [that's why, do not be shock if I won't post any, next month]
Too much playing around which make nonsense for I did mean before to study [and just study] with no gadgets in my mind.
Ooh, I still want to have clie TH55 european version :)) So keep me updated!
Then I may will choose what operating system I will use...
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Let's cash our plastics!
Ok, now I know that it's possible to cash plastic at the cashier. [sure, they won't ask for the pin but signature]
I did this morning. And it's so easy. Just remember to take ID card along. With passport, is a plus.
And it costs only Rp 25.000.
I did this morning. And it's so easy. Just remember to take ID card along. With passport, is a plus.
And it costs only Rp 25.000.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Hahaha... Everybody please be calm.. This boy knows exactly how to survive. Everything is settled. Do they read my blog? Don't know, but I got my money back. Right when I need it! Gave my sister her money, and transfered some for the stuff I order. What a great day! Err, actually today ain't that perfect. I was queueing in a long long line, almost an hour standing! Just to transfer that money, and when it's my time (to be served) I can read their little tiny announcement sticker, that via atm, silver card holder can transfers limited up to 15mio! Gee, this legs are tired already for standing and must paid the transfer fee also, what a great time to see their damn announcement. Anyway, it's ok.. I am waiting for my stuff now. What's it? Keep guessing! Now, I'm at home and ripping the last cd I bought. Whoops, does it sound like I'd got no financial problem at all? Hehehe, I did buy but it was half price for I use my points. See? Everything is settled.
I forgot my damn pin number... Does anyone know it? Please tell me hehe.. Was trying to withdraw some cash but was rejected. Wrong pin number... Didn't use to withdraw money for a long time now i can't remember the pin. One hint : do withdraw often! By the way, will it be possible to replace the pin with signature, tomorrow? Even better if it only takes a swipe of finger print, right? Hmm, where can i cash my plastic with signature on this day? Sad sad must wait another day til they gimme back my money.. Or should I be a debt collector right now? Need money desperately..!
Monday, September 20, 2004
Attention please..
Confessions :
1. Woke up at 7 as my auntie called me
2. She told me to vote for "x"
3. I'd like to vote for "x" also.. No need to influence me.
4. But I didn't vote
5. That damn invitation is in the old house. And it's locked. Got no key.
6. I wanna see who will win and what changes they bring. Hurry up!
7. Finish the homeworks. Hey professors, you gotta gimme A.
8. Pocketpc = funer. Palm = byebye.
9. Will order my pocket pc, tomorrow [hohohoho]..
10. Then go with sister to buy her PC.
1. Woke up at 7 as my auntie called me
2. She told me to vote for "x"
3. I'd like to vote for "x" also.. No need to influence me.
4. But I didn't vote
5. That damn invitation is in the old house. And it's locked. Got no key.
6. I wanna see who will win and what changes they bring. Hurry up!
7. Finish the homeworks. Hey professors, you gotta gimme A.
8. Pocketpc = funer. Palm = byebye.
9. Will order my pocket pc, tomorrow [hohohoho]..
10. Then go with sister to buy her PC.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
I am still waiting for my invitation!! Where's it?! How am i supposed to vote tomorrow without the invitation..? Sucks, it's gonna happen to me.. Hey election observer, now you see huh? We're still not ready at all... I want to use my right to vote so please somebody drop it to my place.. Or is it already arrived at my old address?
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
do pictures tell more?
So, here's the pictures [something wrong with the quality eh?]
left to right @ first line, my cousin, auntie, sister
me, grandpa, cousin,
brother.
And this one?
Psst, it inspires my sister to have her two months old curly hair become straight and brunette.
Don't know bout my cousin, but I still want to keep my hair black.
left to right @ first line, my cousin, auntie, sister
me, grandpa, cousin,
brother.
And this one?
Psst, it inspires my sister to have her two months old curly hair become straight and brunette.
Don't know bout my cousin, but I still want to keep my hair black.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
This morning, my auntie has left for singapore...
Home will be a boredom again. Why?
Who will cook for us? Hohoho
I should learn how to be a great cook. Start with appel pie??
She'll come back on November anyway.. then with my grandpa they'll go to Mollucas.
And will be in Jogja again on December. For Xmas? Or my birthday? :D
Oops, we went to a Photo Studio and got some pictures yesterday. I should post it when I have time and remember to take them with me.
Till then, just let your imagination runs.
What do Steven and 2 crazy siblings look with stupid wigs cover their hair?
But don't dare to do my auntie and/or grandpa with that wig!
Home will be a boredom again. Why?
Who will cook for us? Hohoho
I should learn how to be a great cook. Start with appel pie??
She'll come back on November anyway.. then with my grandpa they'll go to Mollucas.
And will be in Jogja again on December. For Xmas? Or my birthday? :D
Oops, we went to a Photo Studio and got some pictures yesterday. I should post it when I have time and remember to take them with me.
Till then, just let your imagination runs.
What do Steven and 2 crazy siblings look with stupid wigs cover their hair?
But don't dare to do my auntie and/or grandpa with that wig!
Saturday, September 11, 2004
huuuuuuuuuu.......
Fuck fuck fuck...
Really not my day, today.
Slept around 1 am so I'm still sleepy.. I woke up at 6 -this morning, but it's still cool and cozy and this body just need 5 more minutes on the bed. So what did I do? I turned off the alarm then closed my eyes. I wanna have my another 5 minutes. And so so... So I woke up at 7 am!
God, am I gonna miss 7.30am class?
No.. no. must be there. I then took quick shower.
Forgot to take that fucking accounting book with me, so when I arrived.. the prof just said to take out a paper then join the test!.. and I don't have my own book. How was I supposed to be happy with that open book test?
By the way, I just upload some pictures to the hosting web, and here's some of rabbits that always have their dinner in front of my place. They're my neighbour's.
Really not my day, today.
Slept around 1 am so I'm still sleepy.. I woke up at 6 -this morning, but it's still cool and cozy and this body just need 5 more minutes on the bed. So what did I do? I turned off the alarm then closed my eyes. I wanna have my another 5 minutes. And so so... So I woke up at 7 am!
God, am I gonna miss 7.30am class?
No.. no. must be there. I then took quick shower.
Forgot to take that fucking accounting book with me, so when I arrived.. the prof just said to take out a paper then join the test!.. and I don't have my own book. How was I supposed to be happy with that open book test?
By the way, I just upload some pictures to the hosting web, and here's some of rabbits that always have their dinner in front of my place. They're my neighbour's.
Thursday, September 09, 2004
can I have what I wanna have?
Finally I have an hour to spend in internet cafe.
Have nothing special to report. Just being so busy with all the homeworks.
Tonight, from the dentist I'll take my grandpa [85 yo] to check his ears. And he may also needs glasses.
Is it wise when one hopes that he'll never be that old?
Do you think it can be interpreted as "God, please take my soul when I am still young [and looks fabulous]?"
Or, "Just take this soul when I'm about to loose all my teeth.. and have problem with my ears.." [my eyes ain't in great condition anymore already]
No no.. Don't think that I am against old people, and hoping that something strange will happen to my grandpa.
Neither pro "death when you're young".
[Can't understand why it happened to my dad]
I think I just become [as usual] selfish...
Anyway,
Someone wants to know whether I'm a professional or not...
[how dare you are!]
------------
The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a "professional".
The questions are NOT that difficult.
1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator?
The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe,and close the door.
This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.
2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?
Did you say, "Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator?" (Wrong Answer)
Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door.
This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions.
3. The King of the Forest is hosting an animal conference.
All the animals attend except one. Which animal does not attend? Correct Answer: The elephant.
The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there.
This tests your memory. OK, even if you did not answer the first three questions correctly, you still have one more chance to show your true abilities.
4. There is a river you must cross but it is inhabited by crocodiles. How do you manage it?
Correct Answer: You swim across.
All the crocodiles are attending the Animal Meeting. This tests whether you learn quickly from your mistakes.
According to Anderson Consulting Worldwide, around 90% of the professionals they tested got all questions wrong.
But many preschoolers got several correct answers.
Anderson Consulting says this conclusively disproves the theory that most professionals have the brains of a four year old.
-----------
So, are you professional?
Warum fragen Sie?
What you need to know..
1. This is a very old one. They did test me when I was still in senior high school!
2. According to that test, I have the brain of four years old NOW.
[Hey, I was a professional once! I just know the answers already]
3. Really a tricky one, eh?
Have nothing special to report. Just being so busy with all the homeworks.
Tonight, from the dentist I'll take my grandpa [85 yo] to check his ears. And he may also needs glasses.
Is it wise when one hopes that he'll never be that old?
Do you think it can be interpreted as "God, please take my soul when I am still young [and looks fabulous]?"
Or, "Just take this soul when I'm about to loose all my teeth.. and have problem with my ears.." [my eyes ain't in great condition anymore already]
No no.. Don't think that I am against old people, and hoping that something strange will happen to my grandpa.
Neither pro "death when you're young".
[Can't understand why it happened to my dad]
I think I just become [as usual] selfish...
Anyway,
Someone wants to know whether I'm a professional or not...
[how dare you are!]
------------
The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a "professional".
The questions are NOT that difficult.
1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator?
The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe,and close the door.
This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.
2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?
Did you say, "Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator?" (Wrong Answer)
Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door.
This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions.
3. The King of the Forest is hosting an animal conference.
All the animals attend except one. Which animal does not attend? Correct Answer: The elephant.
The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there.
This tests your memory. OK, even if you did not answer the first three questions correctly, you still have one more chance to show your true abilities.
4. There is a river you must cross but it is inhabited by crocodiles. How do you manage it?
Correct Answer: You swim across.
All the crocodiles are attending the Animal Meeting. This tests whether you learn quickly from your mistakes.
According to Anderson Consulting Worldwide, around 90% of the professionals they tested got all questions wrong.
But many preschoolers got several correct answers.
Anderson Consulting says this conclusively disproves the theory that most professionals have the brains of a four year old.
-----------
So, are you professional?
Warum fragen Sie?
What you need to know..
1. This is a very old one. They did test me when I was still in senior high school!
2. According to that test, I have the brain of four years old NOW.
[Hey, I was a professional once! I just know the answers already]
3. Really a tricky one, eh?
Thursday, September 02, 2004
get a jempol!
Hehehe shame on me, as I just wanna post this urgent item.
I bought a Jempol yesterday for my friends had me to buy it. [yes, I'm so not updated.. too late now eh?] They even went to the shop with me at their side... And.. gee, this afternoon all I do is smsing!!! It's free sms feature (to all the XL numbers, 100 smses per day) and we're really enjoying it! For now. Maybe we'll get bored (or we'll be too busy with our homeworks) and this feature won't mean anything special anymore. Who knows? Just enjoy it for now.
So, an sms for every buddy you have (who own an XL number)... everyday. Ain't a problem anymore...
I bought a Jempol yesterday for my friends had me to buy it. [yes, I'm so not updated.. too late now eh?] They even went to the shop with me at their side... And.. gee, this afternoon all I do is smsing!!! It's free sms feature (to all the XL numbers, 100 smses per day) and we're really enjoying it! For now. Maybe we'll get bored (or we'll be too busy with our homeworks) and this feature won't mean anything special anymore. Who knows? Just enjoy it for now.
So, an sms for every buddy you have (who own an XL number)... everyday. Ain't a problem anymore...
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
bite your own tongue, boy!
Nothing special to report.
Bought My N-Gage QD.
And yes, its really a QD, Quality Downgrade.
No radio and Mp3 like what first generation N-Gage has.
[Well, you can install mp3 but how bout radio?]
But if radio and mp3 mean nothing for you, it's a great toy plus handy! I really like this toy!
And because I'd to charge this new toy for 8 hours, I didn't have so much time to sleep. So, this morning I was so sleepy..
I was even sleeping in the class!
And sure, the prof did know that something strange happened in his class. But he wasn't upset. Or mad. He's so... fun!
He even gave me some tips, what to do when feel like sleep...
"Bite your own tongue!"
If you don't like to do it yourself...
"Find someone to bite your tongue!"
Hehehe, what a dirty prof!
Who wants to give him a show!
Bought My N-Gage QD.
And yes, its really a QD, Quality Downgrade.
No radio and Mp3 like what first generation N-Gage has.
[Well, you can install mp3 but how bout radio?]
But if radio and mp3 mean nothing for you, it's a great toy plus handy! I really like this toy!
And because I'd to charge this new toy for 8 hours, I didn't have so much time to sleep. So, this morning I was so sleepy..
I was even sleeping in the class!
And sure, the prof did know that something strange happened in his class. But he wasn't upset. Or mad. He's so... fun!
He even gave me some tips, what to do when feel like sleep...
"Bite your own tongue!"
If you don't like to do it yourself...
"Find someone to bite your tongue!"
Hehehe, what a dirty prof!
Who wants to give him a show!
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Jot down.. I am shutting down my email address [as the junks are just too much], mail@stevenanggrek.com. For those who wanna mail me, please write to steven_anggrek@yahoo.com or text me directly to my handy [if you are lucky enough to have it], yes, text me directly.. That's even better :) Til I write next announcement, keep yahoo-ing me.
Thursday, August 26, 2004
here comes another "wanna have"
Just finished the today's last class...
Mathematical Economics.
Not so horrible.
Got some more friends (few ambonese also) but don't really think I should let them get closer... They're too young haha
Not telling that I'm that old, but I just don't wanna be the first who kick them to make their eyes open :)
Tomorrow? Have no class, so I'll open my eyes all night long... doing my laundry, and play games with my sister!
Talking bout games, she did buy an N-Gage! Nokia!
Who need a nokia? We're not into Nokia things!
I used to believe what people say that ...
Everytime you buy a Nokia, God kills a kitten!
... But, it's hard for me to admit that, I also wanna buy one!
Who cares for the kitten! [Oops]
Yeah, you don't have to leave any bad comment. People know that I'm Mr want-them-all. What can I do? Can't help..
By the way, start next monday, I'll be very busy.. So you don't need to check this blog often.
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
[Kid Rock - Sheryl Crow]
Mathematical Economics.
Not so horrible.
Got some more friends (few ambonese also) but don't really think I should let them get closer... They're too young haha
Not telling that I'm that old, but I just don't wanna be the first who kick them to make their eyes open :)
Tomorrow? Have no class, so I'll open my eyes all night long... doing my laundry, and play games with my sister!
Talking bout games, she did buy an N-Gage! Nokia!
Who need a nokia? We're not into Nokia things!
I used to believe what people say that ...
Everytime you buy a Nokia, God kills a kitten!
... But, it's hard for me to admit that, I also wanna buy one!
Who cares for the kitten! [Oops]
Yeah, you don't have to leave any bad comment. People know that I'm Mr want-them-all. What can I do? Can't help..
By the way, start next monday, I'll be very busy.. So you don't need to check this blog often.
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
[Kid Rock - Sheryl Crow]
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Most wanted
Here's the picture of the famous...
Sony clie PEG TH55
... I've been looking for.
Click the picture, to see it's specs.
Sony clie PEG TH55
... I've been looking for.
Click the picture, to see it's specs.
Saturday, August 21, 2004
ambonese goes japan?
Just went out from the 07.30am class -yess, I also think that it is too early-. Took -only- 2 hours for the prof to explain what to do to get A, B or C -who wants to have D and E?-
and I think it's quite easy as we answered him that we prefer the average scoring than percentage one.
Means what?
I'll need long time to explain, so I won't. Anyway, it's great and I'm sure that most will get A or B. Good news huh?
Now I'm going to check some courses that maybe interesting to join.. and fit to my schedule..
Like..
Arab? Kidding?
English? Need to improve grammar so so but not now..
French? Gee!
German? Ain't that bad, is it?
Japan? Hmm it makes my heart beats faster to think about..
Manadarin? No please..
Spanish? Do they have in this small town?
Italian? maybe later..
and I think it's quite easy as we answered him that we prefer the average scoring than percentage one.
Means what?
I'll need long time to explain, so I won't. Anyway, it's great and I'm sure that most will get A or B. Good news huh?
Now I'm going to check some courses that maybe interesting to join.. and fit to my schedule..
Like..
Arab? Kidding?
English? Need to improve grammar so so but not now..
French? Gee!
German? Ain't that bad, is it?
Japan? Hmm it makes my heart beats faster to think about..
Manadarin? No please..
Spanish? Do they have in this small town?
Italian? maybe later..
Friday, August 20, 2004
Quicky one...
Back from the pool. Tanned. Hot and pain!
I think I need half a bottle of Sooth-A-Caine..
As you know, my grandpa challenged us, who can swim -or whatever- faster in water -he's proud enough that he's an island man, and still think that he can swim faster than young people!- but he didn't go to the pool with us hahaha. He locked him self in Jacky's bedroom and wanted us to think that he's sleeping eh?
Hm, tomorrow...
7.30, I'll have a class. Hope what I did today won't make me feel dog tired tomorrow.
Oops, edit this template and put Avril's My Happy Ending as a backsound. Feel the energy!
Back from the pool. Tanned. Hot and pain!
I think I need half a bottle of Sooth-A-Caine..
As you know, my grandpa challenged us, who can swim -or whatever- faster in water -he's proud enough that he's an island man, and still think that he can swim faster than young people!- but he didn't go to the pool with us hahaha. He locked him self in Jacky's bedroom and wanted us to think that he's sleeping eh?
Hm, tomorrow...
7.30, I'll have a class. Hope what I did today won't make me feel dog tired tomorrow.
Oops, edit this template and put Avril's My Happy Ending as a backsound. Feel the energy!
Thursday, August 19, 2004
campus campus campus..
A lot of things to do now, [yet, include looking for Liz Phair's CD and sony clie TH55].
Every morning, must wake up and take a quick shower then catch the bus, go to campus. When have 30 minutes to 1 hour break, go to internet lab and try to find what does it mean when you have liver problem such an "a high gamma" [it's about 90s, and they said normally should be 40 something. Anyone knows more?]
Anyway, I'm little bit tired now... And sleepy.
Hungry also.
What to do next?
Every morning, must wake up and take a quick shower then catch the bus, go to campus. When have 30 minutes to 1 hour break, go to internet lab and try to find what does it mean when you have liver problem such an "a high gamma" [it's about 90s, and they said normally should be 40 something. Anyone knows more?]
Anyway, I'm little bit tired now... And sleepy.
Hungry also.
What to do next?
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
two idiots, gonna do a battle..
Last night, they did fix the electricity, so it's ok now.. No need to worry about all the electronic stuff as they're full charged now :)
Btw, now I'm in internet cafe. With Gusti. He wants to go swim and get some tan, and so do I, but.. the nearest and biggest pool is closed until 2pm so we gotta do something til 2pm if we're too lazy to go back home.
Told him to go to a hotel's pool but he doesn't like the idea. It's not near, and he prefers to be in internet cafe and then have some fight with me in a game station..
So... now I must log off and ready for a battle!
Btw, now I'm in internet cafe. With Gusti. He wants to go swim and get some tan, and so do I, but.. the nearest and biggest pool is closed until 2pm so we gotta do something til 2pm if we're too lazy to go back home.
Told him to go to a hotel's pool but he doesn't like the idea. It's not near, and he prefers to be in internet cafe and then have some fight with me in a game station..
So... now I must log off and ready for a battle!
Monday, August 16, 2004
I am sitting alone in the living room, with poor light from a candle.. Waiting for the electricity man. We've got problem with the electricity, since this morning it's off. And people who live in this era, will have lots of problem when there's no electricity... My ipod is in low batt condition. My cellphone has 2 more bars before I need to turn it off. Unless you've got a lotion to avoid mosquitos come to you or a mosquito spray, you shouldn't mind if they suck your blood! Anyway, it's already 11pm.. And if the man won't show up in an hour, I gotta do a party. Cleaning out my fridge!!!
Sunday, August 15, 2004
As usual, if someone in my place wanna do laundry, must do it at night time.. because the water runs better than day time's. So now, I've got nothing to do but open my eyes and hear Diana Krall's while the machine works. I should find a water pump someday... It'll helps in doing day time laundy. Don't think it's a cheat, even when the pump sucks more than I should get. It is a try to survive. Men should work at day and take rest at night, right? Well, that supposed to happen in my life for I don't step into night club. Btw, tomorrow I should wake up early so I can go to campus and join them pray as the semester will begin on the next day. Uh, hardly can wait to learn how to be an economist haha.. Wait wait wait.. pray? Early morning? Yeah, why don't pray? It's been a very long time since i did last time.
at the end?
So this is time to delete all the black pages... and put blog for the index page of my web.
plus an Avril's as a backsound... maybe for 1 week? we'll see.
[yeah, need changes a lot.]
need something to express this things inside me.
hope they're work now. the web and the backsound!
plus an Avril's as a backsound... maybe for 1 week? we'll see.
[yeah, need changes a lot.]
need something to express this things inside me.
hope they're work now. the web and the backsound!
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Brand new steven... looks so happy
This morning.. everything has changed.
And I need no bother my self with my minuses...
Yes, this legs are short,
This skin looks funny as its not same all over my body -I even did bother my self buy tanning oil and do sunbathing whatsoever to get a brownie look, brownie all over-
This eyes ain't normal,
Body? Need some extra time in the gym?
What else?
Make it simple, I am so unperfect in this life...
But....!
Since today, I am the very thankful person.
And I really enjoy my self.. my life.. all my belongings..
No more hold me down with my minuses!!!
... another thing is..
Sister's decided that it's ok for her to take a break this year.
Know what does it mean?
Oh.. also, I think I'll delete all my web pages but blog.
I never update them..
And my contact page! Gee, got a lot smses from unknown people.. and the misscalleds are horrible.
I don't need that contact page!
After all, everyone who has time to visit this blog will hear a song from my dear Eva Cassidy...
Just wait...
And I need no bother my self with my minuses...
Yes, this legs are short,
This skin looks funny as its not same all over my body -I even did bother my self buy tanning oil and do sunbathing whatsoever to get a brownie look, brownie all over-
This eyes ain't normal,
Body? Need some extra time in the gym?
What else?
Make it simple, I am so unperfect in this life...
But....!
Since today, I am the very thankful person.
And I really enjoy my self.. my life.. all my belongings..
No more hold me down with my minuses!!!
... another thing is..
Sister's decided that it's ok for her to take a break this year.
Know what does it mean?
Oh.. also, I think I'll delete all my web pages but blog.
I never update them..
And my contact page! Gee, got a lot smses from unknown people.. and the misscalleds are horrible.
I don't need that contact page!
After all, everyone who has time to visit this blog will hear a song from my dear Eva Cassidy...
Just wait...
Monday, August 09, 2004
lover acts like mom? young sister and I in the same class? what a wonderful world.. yess, laugh! see friends shaking hands..
Busy busy busy day.. and busy busy busy me..
Are you busy busy busy person in this busy busy busy day also?
Hey, lover.. busy busy busy you?
Ehm, last night I used my matrix, (the replacement which I got last week but didn't have a chance to activate it yet) to access gprs and tried to post something I'd like but.. it's some problem to post a new one, so I'll try to remember what I wanna tell you and write it down today..
Hmm.. here it is..
What's the different between your mom and your lover?
From whom you'll get "don't upgrade it, not worth enough.." or "stick with your old mobiles" (well, it is relative.. how one can say about age) or... "it's just wasting money, you should know it" or make it simple, "NO!"
Yess, they must come from your mom and not your lover ;)
(again, it must be so relative.. one who comes from a modern rich family won't have a problem doing that)
Who's the mom? And the lover? hands up pleasee...
Ehm.. what if your lover starts to act like your mom?
[PS : at the end of this post, you'll find something you deserve to know]
Btw, this morning I went to campus and doing that stuff, to migrate from IT to Economy... And for today, it's over. But I gotta do it again tomorrow... Some things can't be done today, that's why.
...
It's kinda.. yeah, make me a lil bit nervous to think that my lovely sister will take the same major with me as she failed the theology.
Tomorrow she'd like to announce whether she waits another year or just does the economy :)
I shouldn't feel that way, as I'm not so button down person but yeah, it's funny to be in the same class with her hehehe
Anyway, it's my decision.. And seems like the first bullet is in its way.. But I gotta do what I gotta do. I'll study economy.
NB : about mom vs lover... how many people (yeah, not so many people here read my blog, so? feel special, dude!) think that its mine? Does everybody think it's one of my friend's story?
Hohoho...
Are you busy busy busy person in this busy busy busy day also?
Hey, lover.. busy busy busy you?
Ehm, last night I used my matrix, (the replacement which I got last week but didn't have a chance to activate it yet) to access gprs and tried to post something I'd like but.. it's some problem to post a new one, so I'll try to remember what I wanna tell you and write it down today..
Hmm.. here it is..
What's the different between your mom and your lover?
From whom you'll get "don't upgrade it, not worth enough.." or "stick with your old mobiles" (well, it is relative.. how one can say about age) or... "it's just wasting money, you should know it" or make it simple, "NO!"
Yess, they must come from your mom and not your lover ;)
(again, it must be so relative.. one who comes from a modern rich family won't have a problem doing that)
Who's the mom? And the lover? hands up pleasee...
Ehm.. what if your lover starts to act like your mom?
[PS : at the end of this post, you'll find something you deserve to know]
Btw, this morning I went to campus and doing that stuff, to migrate from IT to Economy... And for today, it's over. But I gotta do it again tomorrow... Some things can't be done today, that's why.
...
It's kinda.. yeah, make me a lil bit nervous to think that my lovely sister will take the same major with me as she failed the theology.
Tomorrow she'd like to announce whether she waits another year or just does the economy :)
I shouldn't feel that way, as I'm not so button down person but yeah, it's funny to be in the same class with her hehehe
Anyway, it's my decision.. And seems like the first bullet is in its way.. But I gotta do what I gotta do. I'll study economy.
NB : about mom vs lover... how many people (yeah, not so many people here read my blog, so? feel special, dude!) think that its mine? Does everybody think it's one of my friend's story?
Hohoho...
Thursday, August 05, 2004
help me? :)
So... there's a little problem in doing what I'm supposed to do -do not think gadgets too much!.
Can't stop thinking and searching for Sony clie Th55 european version [which is with bluetooth built in].
Anyone can help me?
Who has a lover in europa?
Or in japan?
Please do me a favour...
Hiks, so hard to find this cute thing.
Can't stop thinking and searching for Sony clie Th55 european version [which is with bluetooth built in].
Anyone can help me?
Who has a lover in europa?
Or in japan?
Please do me a favour...
Hiks, so hard to find this cute thing.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
So, life's beautiful again..
Don't have so many trouble (except an idea that still sticks on my mind.. Money should solves all the troubles -all my wants) so I think I should post something that can shows me later that I have to have a great spirit to finish my study fastly, if it'll be not so smooth.
Steps I should take :
1. Focus on my study...
2. Don't think about gadgets too much!
3. Don't travel too much (what?!)
4. Stick at home! Do homeworks!
5. Take some courses, if necessary.
6. Save the money! (Objection!)
7. No flirt around (ehm, did I?)
8. Ehmm.. Just do my best..
like what it's writen on my hat,
FUCK THE REST, I'M THE BEST
keep it on my mind!
Good luck!
Don't have so many trouble (except an idea that still sticks on my mind.. Money should solves all the troubles -all my wants) so I think I should post something that can shows me later that I have to have a great spirit to finish my study fastly, if it'll be not so smooth.
Steps I should take :
1. Focus on my study...
2. Don't think about gadgets too much!
3. Don't travel too much (what?!)
4. Stick at home! Do homeworks!
5. Take some courses, if necessary.
6. Save the money! (Objection!)
7. No flirt around (ehm, did I?)
8. Ehmm.. Just do my best..
like what it's writen on my hat,
FUCK THE REST, I'M THE BEST
keep it on my mind!
Good luck!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
new friends
Let me introduce my new friends...
Joey [nature boy] and Ve
Yeah, got not so many pictures to post here. One is enough as a start I think.
Ve is in jakarta now [he left for jakarta, yesterday] and Joey is busy [he's living in jogja. A painter! I should post some pictures of his paintings here, eh?]
Ooh, and I met Kevin also!
We went to Borobudur a day before yesterday and.. had good time there.
Hmm thanks for took me there :)
Joey [nature boy] and Ve
Yeah, got not so many pictures to post here. One is enough as a start I think.
Ve is in jakarta now [he left for jakarta, yesterday] and Joey is busy [he's living in jogja. A painter! I should post some pictures of his paintings here, eh?]
Ooh, and I met Kevin also!
We went to Borobudur a day before yesterday and.. had good time there.
Hmm thanks for took me there :)
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
2 June 2004
Good morning... :)
I know this is a personal journey, meant to be private; however, it is on internet. Everyone can read it. But then again, not many people read my blog, so what is it too silly to post?
It is time to get a little bit more personal now.
Today is the first day since I moved to my new humble pad, I woke up at 6:15 am.
I do not like to wake up this early, especially in this weather, rainy and cold. I would rather hug my pillow under something warm. Anyway, I woke up to the noise my little brother did. It is actually nice waking up this hour, fresh air!
And I finally met Ve and his friend, Joey, yesterday.
It is great to have new friends. They are fun and, I am not a flatter but they are, really nice.
"And I love you..
And I love you..
Don't be afraid, I'll help you too..
And I love you..
And I love you..
There are so many things to do.."
I know this is a personal journey, meant to be private; however, it is on internet. Everyone can read it. But then again, not many people read my blog, so what is it too silly to post?
It is time to get a little bit more personal now.
Today is the first day since I moved to my new humble pad, I woke up at 6:15 am.
I do not like to wake up this early, especially in this weather, rainy and cold. I would rather hug my pillow under something warm. Anyway, I woke up to the noise my little brother did. It is actually nice waking up this hour, fresh air!
And I finally met Ve and his friend, Joey, yesterday.
It is great to have new friends. They are fun and, I am not a flatter but they are, really nice.
"And I love you..
And I love you..
Don't be afraid, I'll help you too..
And I love you..
And I love you..
There are so many things to do.."
Friday, April 02, 2004
Good Bye, Grandma.
I hated you.
I loved you.
I hated you.
I loved you.
It is always changing almost everyday.
And now, you are gone living me alone.
The days will be always gray.
Since be dead the greatest clown.
I love you.
I loved you.
I hated you.
I loved you.
It is always changing almost everyday.
And now, you are gone living me alone.
The days will be always gray.
Since be dead the greatest clown.
I love you.
Monday, March 29, 2004
The Only Clove
There was a young boy.
Crying, near the edge of a bay.
"When will I see you again?"
It was beginning to rain.
"I don't know, frankly.
But I will always remember you dearly."
The rain lost.
The tears kept falling.
"You promise to be with me to the last."
"I know; I condemn myself for bailing."
He wiped his eyes with love.
"But remember, you are always my only Clove."
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