Still not ready

Hehehe 3 homeworks due Thursday, have none finished yet.
Actually, got an article and have the outline in my mind, for the presentation. Just need to write and print them and one is done.
Should do some google, perhaps I'll find some good article for the other two tasks.
Thats the problem, having another lazy dudes in the group. Make no progress unless move your own ass first.

Oops, saw an ad, Garuda Indonesia offers some cheap flight!
I should run away to Tokyo LOL.

To do in a week.

Hmm busy busy week.
Starts on Monday, Operation Research, I don't think I wanna humiliate my self again, but since my midterm ain't so good, I have to do something. At least be ready when got a chance to write my answers on that stupid green-board..
This the last chance anyway, final test next week.

Tuesday, only français.
Talking bout français, it's so.. counfusing for me. Not easy.
Ce n'est pas facile.
But gotta continue this one..

Wednesday, nothing to do with study. Laundry day. Many to wash.

On Thursday, it'll be a full day. English, at 07:30, I'll have a presentation, about what? I dont know yet. Still looking for something I am good at.
After English, Bahasa Indonesia. Funny thing is the Prof is so... Great. Fantastic. Every story that we wrote, she did correct it perfectly. She must be a great editor, but not so many authors will like her.
If I'll be an author, I won't hire her. I won't.. need an editor anyway. LOL.
Then, Macro Economics. Like a presentation a day is not enough, I must do an interview session else. I'll be tested how good I prepare my self about the topic I chose for the paper.
Cours de français will end that day.

On Friday, I gotta submit my paper for Introduction to Business.
Luckily, this time I don't have to answers any question.
Then, will move to Lab and join the Operation Research for the last time.
After that, Accounting 2.
I don't really like this subject. I got a good score at midterm but can't help me to stop hating it.

Saturday?
Have no class. Have no date. Have no plan yet. Maybe gather with all siblings and cousins will be good idea.

At last...

Got a domain!
And its hosted now...

One things-to-do checked!

Camiguin, Philippines.

Recovery

I know that I have nothing to regret...
I wasn't in a big shit.
I ain't wasted all my time doing nothing.
I do things correctly.
I am very good in math.
I need no good social-life as I am just too good.
I am just... perfect.

Yeah, sounds pathetic.
They're out of true.

A cold morning thought

What am I looking in this life?
And, excuse me, where the hell am I now?
Oh, do I know who am I?
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They're suddenly in my mind like a bullet just fired from a gun.
After a long pause, I still stick with my previous favorite answers...

I am looking for something great and I can't explain what's it. The truth is, I don't know it yet. I just will know that THAT's something I am looking for, when it hits me and I will be gratefully instead complaining.
But mhh I dont always complain, does it mean I've got the right hits several times? No. I don't feel gratefully either.

Where the hell am I?
I am stuck in this slow-motion city so called Jogja. Gladly I moved here. I am completely loving to be here. Or maybe it just because I don't have too much bugger (FYI, I just know that some people refer bugger to a person who commits an anal intercourse.. And I am not talking about that kind of buggery.), people to bug me, to annoy me, and I like this situation.
Same that happened to me when I was so far away from civilization, in a small island named Camiguin. Do nothing but enjoy the view. Feel quite happy as it reminds me to my island where I was born..

Now, who am I?
That's the both lack of common sense and great question.
I am a small island boy whose dreams are beyond my own expectation.
I am a very random person. I'd do any randomly.
And there are a lot of another "I am a ...".

Things that happened in a very silly and unwanted ways recently :

- I seldom online now.
Checking emails become so easy, as just need to press a button.
Read and answer them use mobile.

- Friendster = a scary thing.
Got several messages from people who... you have no idea who the fuck are they.
Searched by home-town is the worst.

- Domain is remain freeze.
Its been April, yet my domain is unavailable.
Supposed to be on market again in March!

- A fool in Operation Research.
I was so... shameless today.
Once the prof. gave a chance for those who are shameless to write down the answer in front of the class, I took it!
Super confidently, I walked to the green-board [We still use that cheap chalk and green-board instead luxury marker and white-board] and write my answer on it.
None laughed or made some noisy as they theirself were busy.
The answer was not completely wrong. It was not completely right, either.
So it just like being a silly for humanity. I let my self be a fool.