bite your own tongue, boy!

Nothing special to report.
Bought My N-Gage QD.
And yes, its really a QD, Quality Downgrade.
No radio and Mp3 like what first generation N-Gage has.
[Well, you can install mp3 but how bout radio?]
But if radio and mp3 mean nothing for you, it's a great toy plus handy! I really like this toy!
And because I'd to charge this new toy for 8 hours, I didn't have so much time to sleep. So, this morning I was so sleepy..
I was even sleeping in the class!
And sure, the prof did know that something strange happened in his class. But he wasn't upset. Or mad. He's so... fun!
He even gave me some tips, what to do when feel like sleep...

"Bite your own tongue!"

If you don't like to do it yourself...

"Find someone to bite your tongue!"

Hehehe, what a dirty prof!
Who wants to give him a show!

Jot down.. I am shutting down my email address [as the junks are just too much], mail@stevenanggrek.com. For those who wanna mail me, please write to steven_anggrek@yahoo.com or text me directly to my handy [if you are lucky enough to have it], yes, text me directly.. That's even better :) Til I write next announcement, keep yahoo-ing me.

here comes another "wanna have"

Just finished the today's last class...
Mathematical Economics.
Not so horrible.
Got some more friends (few ambonese also) but don't really think I should let them get closer... They're too young haha
Not telling that I'm that old, but I just don't wanna be the first who kick them to make their eyes open :)

Tomorrow? Have no class, so I'll open my eyes all night long... doing my laundry, and play games with my sister!
Talking bout games, she did buy an N-Gage! Nokia!
Who need a nokia? We're not into Nokia things!
I used to believe what people say that ...

Everytime you buy a Nokia, God kills a kitten!

... But, it's hard for me to admit that, I also wanna buy one!
Who cares for the kitten! [Oops]
Yeah, you don't have to leave any bad comment. People know that I'm Mr want-them-all. What can I do? Can't help..

By the way, start next monday, I'll be very busy.. So you don't need to check this blog often.


I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
[Kid Rock - Sheryl Crow]

Most wanted

Here's the picture of the famous...

Sony clie PEG TH55

... I've been looking for.

Click the picture, to see it's specs.

ambonese goes japan?

Just went out from the 07.30am class -yess, I also think that it is too early-. Took -only- 2 hours for the prof to explain what to do to get A, B or C -who wants to have D and E?-
and I think it's quite easy as we answered him that we prefer the average scoring than percentage one.
Means what?
I'll need long time to explain, so I won't. Anyway, it's great and I'm sure that most will get A or B. Good news huh?
Now I'm going to check some courses that maybe interesting to join.. and fit to my schedule..
Like..
Arab? Kidding?
English? Need to improve grammar so so but not now..
French? Gee!
German? Ain't that bad, is it?
Japan? Hmm it makes my heart beats faster to think about..
Manadarin? No please..
Spanish? Do they have in this small town?
Italian? maybe later..

Quicky one...
Back from the pool. Tanned. Hot and pain!
I think I need half a bottle of Sooth-A-Caine..
As you know, my grandpa challenged us, who can swim -or whatever- faster in water -he's proud enough that he's an island man, and still think that he can swim faster than young people!- but he didn't go to the pool with us hahaha. He locked him self in Jacky's bedroom and wanted us to think that he's sleeping eh?

Hm, tomorrow...
7.30, I'll have a class. Hope what I did today won't make me feel dog tired tomorrow.

Oops, edit this template and put Avril's My Happy Ending as a backsound. Feel the energy!

campus campus campus..

A lot of things to do now, [yet, include looking for Liz Phair's CD and sony clie TH55].
Every morning, must wake up and take a quick shower then catch the bus, go to campus. When have 30 minutes to 1 hour break, go to internet lab and try to find what does it mean when you have liver problem such an "a high gamma" [it's about 90s, and they said normally should be 40 something. Anyone knows more?]
Anyway, I'm little bit tired now... And sleepy.
Hungry also.
What to do next?

two idiots, gonna do a battle..

Last night, they did fix the electricity, so it's ok now.. No need to worry about all the electronic stuff as they're full charged now :)
Btw, now I'm in internet cafe. With Gusti. He wants to go swim and get some tan, and so do I, but.. the nearest and biggest pool is closed until 2pm so we gotta do something til 2pm if we're too lazy to go back home.
Told him to go to a hotel's pool but he doesn't like the idea. It's not near, and he prefers to be in internet cafe and then have some fight with me in a game station..
So... now I must log off and ready for a battle!

I am sitting alone in the living room, with poor light from a candle.. Waiting for the electricity man. We've got problem with the electricity, since this morning it's off. And people who live in this era, will have lots of problem when there's no electricity... My ipod is in low batt condition. My cellphone has 2 more bars before I need to turn it off. Unless you've got a lotion to avoid mosquitos come to you or a mosquito spray, you shouldn't mind if they suck your blood! Anyway, it's already 11pm.. And if the man won't show up in an hour, I gotta do a party. Cleaning out my fridge!!!

As usual, if someone in my place wanna do laundry, must do it at night time.. because the water runs better than day time's. So now, I've got nothing to do but open my eyes and hear Diana Krall's while the machine works. I should find a water pump someday... It'll helps in doing day time laundy. Don't think it's a cheat, even when the pump sucks more than I should get. It is a try to survive. Men should work at day and take rest at night, right? Well, that supposed to happen in my life for I don't step into night club. Btw, tomorrow I should wake up early so I can go to campus and join them pray as the semester will begin on the next day. Uh, hardly can wait to learn how to be an economist haha.. Wait wait wait.. pray? Early morning? Yeah, why don't pray? It's been a very long time since i did last time.

at the end?

So this is time to delete all the black pages... and put blog for the index page of my web.
plus an Avril's as a backsound... maybe for 1 week? we'll see.
[yeah, need changes a lot.]
need something to express this things inside me.
hope they're work now. the web and the backsound!

Brand new steven... looks so happy

This morning.. everything has changed.
And I need no bother my self with my minuses...
Yes, this legs are short,
This skin looks funny as its not same all over my body -I even did bother my self buy tanning oil and do sunbathing whatsoever to get a brownie look, brownie all over-
This eyes ain't normal,
Body? Need some extra time in the gym?
What else?
Make it simple, I am so unperfect in this life...
But....!
Since today, I am the very thankful person.
And I really enjoy my self.. my life.. all my belongings..
No more hold me down with my minuses!!!

... another thing is..
Sister's decided that it's ok for her to take a break this year.
Know what does it mean?

Oh.. also, I think I'll delete all my web pages but blog.
I never update them..
And my contact page! Gee, got a lot smses from unknown people.. and the misscalleds are horrible.
I don't need that contact page!
After all, everyone who has time to visit this blog will hear a song from my dear Eva Cassidy...
Just wait...

lover acts like mom? young sister and I in the same class? what a wonderful world.. yess, laugh! see friends shaking hands..

Busy busy busy day.. and busy busy busy me..
Are you busy busy busy person in this busy busy busy day also?
Hey, lover.. busy busy busy you?

Ehm, last night I used my matrix, (the replacement which I got last week but didn't have a chance to activate it yet) to access gprs and tried to post something I'd like but.. it's some problem to post a new one, so I'll try to remember what I wanna tell you and write it down today..

Hmm.. here it is..
What's the different between your mom and your lover?
From whom you'll get "don't upgrade it, not worth enough.." or "stick with your old mobiles" (well, it is relative.. how one can say about age) or... "it's just wasting money, you should know it" or make it simple, "NO!"
Yess, they must come from your mom and not your lover ;)
(again, it must be so relative.. one who comes from a modern rich family won't have a problem doing that)
Who's the mom? And the lover? hands up pleasee...
Ehm.. what if your lover starts to act like your mom?
[PS : at the end of this post, you'll find something you deserve to know]

Btw, this morning I went to campus and doing that stuff, to migrate from IT to Economy... And for today, it's over. But I gotta do it again tomorrow... Some things can't be done today, that's why.
...
It's kinda.. yeah, make me a lil bit nervous to think that my lovely sister will take the same major with me as she failed the theology.
Tomorrow she'd like to announce whether she waits another year or just does the economy :)
I shouldn't feel that way, as I'm not so button down person but yeah, it's funny to be in the same class with her hehehe
Anyway, it's my decision.. And seems like the first bullet is in its way.. But I gotta do what I gotta do. I'll study economy.



NB : about mom vs lover... how many people (yeah, not so many people here read my blog, so? feel special, dude!) think that its mine? Does everybody think it's one of my friend's story?
Hohoho...

help me? :)

So... there's a little problem in doing what I'm supposed to do -do not think gadgets too much!.
Can't stop thinking and searching for Sony clie Th55 european version [which is with bluetooth built in].

Anyone can help me?
Who has a lover in europa?
Or in japan?
Please do me a favour...

Hiks, so hard to find this cute thing.

So, life's beautiful again..
Don't have so many trouble (except an idea that still sticks on my mind.. Money should solves all the troubles -all my wants) so I think I should post something that can shows me later that I have to have a great spirit to finish my study fastly, if it'll be not so smooth.

Steps I should take :

1. Focus on my study...
2. Don't think about gadgets too much!
3. Don't travel too much (what?!)
4. Stick at home! Do homeworks!
5. Take some courses, if necessary.
6. Save the money! (Objection!)
7. No flirt around (ehm, did I?)
8. Ehmm.. Just do my best..

like what it's writen on my hat,
FUCK THE REST, I'M THE BEST
keep it on my mind!

Good luck!