Catch me if you can

A stupid slave

All at once, I am torn between do an order from superior one and my desire to destroy anythings on my way...

Due to earthquake and Merapi's possibility to erupt

Everything's ok around here.
It massively destroyed houses in Bantul, like an hour by land -perhaps- far away from Jogja.

Around my neighbourhood unit, luckily no house destroyed nor dead body found.
Correction : there's a "thing" which destroyed. And the trees.





The effects, we became really sensitive. Paranoia. Hear or feel something odd, we jump out.

Oh the electricity is ok now.

Everythings, you name it mobilephone, iPod, powerbook... fully charged :))

And since I dont think there would be another massive earthquake, no need to move to another city.
I think its safe now.

Those who worry about Merapi which may erupt soon... Hmmm it would be something new to experience.
Though dont think that the lava would flow to south through the city.

Mama Lauren, a famous fortune teller said Merapi might erupt in two weeks. So if you like to move out, you still have time.

Not that I believe such things like a prophecy, sometimes it just feels ok to pretend that you admit theres something with great power controls things in this universe.

Tsunami is next?

Whoa...

Everybody panics.

Earthquake happens again. Though not as big as before.

And on the street, everybody honks their car... Motorcycle riders speed. The flood is coming they said.

Hmm learnt from the past, it could be true, but also could be just rumour.

And today, or any day when electricity is off, when you finally want to watch news on TV but could not, a radio FM powered by batteries is a fucking important thing.



I should consider to replace my mobilephone with one with radio FM built in.

Oh and one thing makes me upset is cant make any phonecalls from mobilephones!

Try both networks, telkomsel and proXL, they both suck!

Earthquake...

Holy shit.
I just felt the most incredible sensation.
Extremely excited. Shook your core. And your legs.
Well, my dog's legs.

I am telling you, its so good to experience that earthquake which shook your house really hard!

I was still sleeping when it started. It took like less than a minute to jump out from the bed and ran open the door roughly.
Surprisingly, my brother and sister join me almost at the same time at the door. We were all still sleeping!
And we were all jumping out from the bed.

Not so far from our place, a young man was in the shower, unfortunately.
Forced by his instinct, he ran out completely naked to the street.

And what would be abysmal is when you had the urge to use toilet... Hehehe.

Anyway what the lost are...







A bottle of Merlot 2004, thanks god not the Camus, a broken Jesus on a small cross and landlord's just repainted car and its garage.

Two big mirrors on the wall, fell down, luckily did not break.
And the TV almost fall down.
a big loudspeaker fell down from the top of the rack, and I don't care whether it still works or not.
What's good to do now is turn on the iPod, listen Come away with me by Norah Jones and sniff the broken Merlon.

Catastrophe

Too much to think about what must I do in a short time to be like what I used to be.

I know I am just like the rest, grow older.

I was talking about what I felt before... I didn't have the burdens as much as I do now.

Sometimes I think I better use a blindfold and then move fastly... No matter what happen, make no difference.

Between friend and chance to experience

After queueing for more than 3 hours, with my friends, Ryan and Arif, finally, they call our names.
Went upstairs, logged into the network, and chose what classes we want to join in this 2 months-break (between semesters).

Then, Ryan asked me whether I am interested in an eleven days only work.

What job?

Here's the thing.. Excelcom is looking for some freshmen, prefer still in college, to be trainees in customer service.

How much?

Maybe Rp. 1 million.

Hmmm...

Takes only 11 days but they'll keep those who are good and want a fix job.

So we went to apply.

In the afternoon.
They called me and asked me blablabla and wanted me to have interview tomorrow morning.

Now, its a should, that you need to inform your friend who wants the job badly that they called you, don't you?

Actually, I don't think I really need the job so bad. I just wanna experience new things there.
If it confronts my study or my friend couldn't take it, then I drop the chance.

:)

A day in Surabaya

I was in Surabaya yesterday, to pick up my brother...
It would be great to spend like 3 days there but couldn't.

Must be at campus this morning.

So, it was only a day I spent there....

Right after picked brother, together with Dony we went to his place, dropped the bags, then went out to have lunch, and then... karaoke!

After lunch, Devi, who also was in Surabaya for couple days, arrived.
We asked her out earlier but, god knows why people like to be late :D

So, next round on Devi. We wanted some drinks.




Jacky, Dony, Rikar and Devi

Devi : Lets pray first.
Everybody : No. Lets explore others mobiles.





Jacky, Me, Dony, Hendra and Rikar.

It was like only 8 hours we had, as we had flight to Jogja at 1800.
Last picture, at the airport.

No Err

There was a time when you could just walk away in a second once you aware whats going to happen.

Some says "Run away" other's "Chicken out".

Though you dont give a damn about what people say, it was hurt a bit.

Personally, its a self defence mechanism.

You're smart enough, you wont let a rock struck on your face, will you?
You and your small brain work out a way how to survive. How to keep the pain away.

But later on when you are mature enough, (emphasize on the word "mature", let me tell you something later) you might let it happens.

Or maybe its not matureness.

You are just so tired to avoid the whole things that they keep beam you.

It would be ok to stop moving.

Waiting for their coming.
Deal with them.
And know how it feels to have your soul or pride or whatever you possess, ripped.

It could make you even stronger.

And become a perfect ruthless thing later on.

This is so personal.

Remember always, I always remember.

My own time

My today:
A dreamer, one with long-held ambitions.
Full with thinkings.
No money.

My tomorrow:
A dream, a wonderful, perfect person.
Full with passions.
Money doesn't matter, class does.

See? I am a dreamer.
Courageous one.