hot hot hot

I'm so tired this morning. sleepy.
For now we seem have problem with water supply, they make schedules!
You will get your water at night for this week, next week you'll get it at day.
So last night, I was busy with water things.
And God! It's very hot now!
I need to change my shirt 3-4 times a day! Sweatin' all the time...
I thought the problem with ozone is getting worst, but my grandpa who thinks he always know everything better, told me that it's normal in last quarter that the weather getting hotter. In november or december it will be very windy and rainy... Trust me, he said.
Talking about grandpa, he with my auntie will go back to Dobo [our paradise island, trust me.. it worth -enough- to visit] and they ask me to prepare the tickets, everythings.. but until now, I still don't know when exactly they will leave. Great.
When they leave, I also should leave eh?
Going somewhere?
Go for winter?
Ehm, could anyone tell me why we don't have winter here in Indonesia?

one way ticket to eskimo, please...

Ve, Ian and a friend named Mike will be in Jogja in an hour? Very soon...
What will we do in this "holy summer"? Be in shopping mall? Please.
I don't have aircon, so it will be good to be in that damn small shopping mall.

full charged

If I am a pot taker, then it will tells you why I am in a great fantasy... flying and enjoy my secret nasty dirty world.
It's like you are horny for hours.. days... weeks.. months... years.. ages... it does show your hunger for sex!
Exactly happened to me, but in a very different case.
I'm having a great energy and I know what will happen. I gotta start something... Something that will change my future life.
Something that I'd like to keep it as a secret until the right moment comes for me to announce it.

the ads

Darn cute boy [ok, show your respect for the differences by interupt me not!] looking for LUCIFER.

Me: 21 years old asian boy. In a very good condition. Have what you sure look for.
You: gotta be black angora cat. Age doesn't matter. Can kill mouses/rats is a plus.

Text to my mobile number [you know, don't you? If don't, ask!]

Ugh, before flooding my email and sms inbox, asking me silly questions, I'd like to make it simple,

I just need time to be my self

To enjoy my time

And to do something for my self

Don't get it wrong. I will always come back as a blogger

the solitary dummy

Admittedly, I can't help to think that I have been a dummy for a store's display.
I don't have something to be proud of so far. I even have no great GPA to show my family...!
True, I don't have anything to be proud..
I did trade my brain with a great social life and to be honest people can darely call me a stupid blond now [if it happened that i'm blond. thank's god, i'm not. yet.].
So what I'm trying to say is... I'm taking back my brain and throw away all the social life. I'm putting my self as far as I can, from all the people I know. No. That's not what I mean. I just wanna have my time. Alone. And thinking bout my life. Doing something that always be in mind. And I'm ready for all the side effects.
This is the time for me to step back into my old world. I'll be home and safe there.
Now, as a goodbye present, here are the last pictures I've uploaded. Enjoy.
[hmm, please make a copy of my only one photo when i was 5. if you have a chance.]

tomorrow never come? whose wish?

God, finally the mid test almost over.
This morning, Micro Economy test. 4 questions. 3 of them need your memory skill [so I have no doubt that they're correct!] and the last one need your math skill [you can doubt me in this case, for me it's 50-50] Well, not because I am weak in math, but I missed my last page of Micro. And I do not know the formula. So, I did it my way. I created my own formula to get the elasticity price of demand. Yeah, try my luck!
Oh tomorrow will be the last day... for mid test! Economy mathematic [EM] and Management. I'll focus on EM for there's a lot of formulas to remember. Management? Just tell stories. And I am the best in telling stories, right?

Ehm, I already have schedules for my saturday and sunday.
Saturday, I will go out and have little fun hohoho.
On Sunday, with brother will be looking for a monitor for his PC [ehm he's good in comparing price, so we'll need hours!] then on afternoon, meet my old friend who still does modelling thing.
"Why so hard to reach you?! Suddenly disappear, unpolite boy you are!" He text me.
"Hahaha sorry. Didn't mean to! Just have no longer fantasy being popular in that way! People change, you know. I'd love to have people know me for I win the physics olympic! Alas, it won't happen haha"
"Plak. [slap] You should be at Galeria Mall on sunday. We'll meet you there"
"We?"
"Just be there!"
"If you say so...."
"See ya later.."
"later.."

day 1. clear.

So... Philosophy is not so bad.
It was a take-home-test so I just need to give the paper this morning. Last night, sure I must read three thick books. Thanks to me, i'd read Sophie's world long time ago [well, it's Dunia Sophie which I read. Translated to bahasa Indonesia hehehe] after checked resources on-line in the afternoon. Thanks also to those who helped me with their contributions by email, sms and comments [why didn't leave any mark on your comments so I can track who you are? ehm I know who's #2 :) "who's copying whom?" haha]

Tomorrow? To think about tomorrow, makes me nervous. Accounting.
Hmm I better prepare my self now.

answer me. immediately.

Questions :

What's Philosophy?
And Science?
Spell the sames and differences between them...
and what makes them connected...?

I'm googling right now and have lot pages to see but now I even more confuse... Need your opinions!

SMS me the questions!

Oh my God.. Blessed be me.
No pretest this morning....... Am I happy? Unhappy?
Hmm I prepare my self well last night. I even ask Mr-SMS-bombarder, Donny [my junior in high school, he's studying management in surabaya since last 3 years, so I can say that he's my senior now..] to test me. So he tested me all night long via SMS... And this is the newest method I ever tried hahaha. Result? Dare to ask huh? 50-50 hehehe. I got the same number for both wrong and right answers. Means, in real battle I'll get 5. God!
Already sleeping at 11:30 pm, so we ended up at 11:45 pm, for I need to sleep. And in my dream, my sister and her friends are celebrating her birthday [funny, she was born on august!]... and they ask me to join the party when they meet me on my way to my campus... what I gotta choose? Exams or her? I choose her... Uhm, I never be a good college eh?... Then I woke up. It was 04:00 am. Couldn't go back to sleep. So I turn the music on [it was Macy Gray's The best of] and have this body's shaking in that early morning... Replied few SMSes then go back to accounting book... I was more than ready for the exam! [cocky ugh?]
Anyway, this morning.. The prof gave some questions for exercise, instead. And this time? 100% correct!


PS : Does anyone know where to learn boxing? I should go and check Thai-Boxing once!

forgiveness

ehm ehm ehm..
attention please...

ATTENTIOOON PLEASEEEE!! [whoops]

dear Ms/Mr/Mrs Angry,
we live only once [what I believe], and this life is too short... so please forgive me for what I did wrong in the past [if ever happened so. but i doubt.] and let your self have some fun [yeah, that's the fun i refer] instead still keep all that worst memory and wait for a good time to murder me [haha don't take it serious. I do not wanna have someone who inspired by this post to do murder me. But if you're that crazy, please kill ... hmm hold on, does anyone have something to kill? let me know..]

As I remember, I am a very caring person. I even have no willing to kill any mosquito by my hands in this earth [sometimes its easier just to spray them with anti-mosquito]. Or ants [except they do bite me!].. Or an Orang-Utan! No... I harmed none.
So could I also have a peace of mind? Could you please stop bothering me?
It's just wasting your time, you know [or in case, you have plenty time to waste, think about mine. stop wasting my time. does it help?].
There's a lot of things to do to get a better mood. Sure, you can do.
Here's some hints from me :

1. Go help other people...
2. Smile for everything you think its funny [I think express your anger in that way is funny. really funny. makes me smile :) ]
3. Try to forgive people. Forgive me if I am lazy. For I do look confuse always. For I dumped you. [did I?]
4. Drink more Cola. It's Good :)

So, end up your anger! Now let me breathe... Err, you can try this either... Take a long breathe... more more more more.. then hold. Wait, I gotta pee.

PS : Exams start on Monday.. No post on those days.